how do you feel when you see your newly-broken-up-with ex with someone else?

"could have loved you all my life but you left me waiting in the cold"
- taylor swift, you're not sorry

well its over for good, and at least now i know that he left cos he doesn't love me anymore. major ouch, but least now i can start to heal :) i'm okay, yay! just that whenever i'm in the loo i think of him and i start to sob. or random memories pop ( Read more... )

dear martin,
i really miss you, and i'm going nuts. why did i even tell you not to talk to me again?
oh because they said absence makes the heart grow fonder.
i'm dying inside and i want to tell you come back come back come back.
but all i can do, really, is sit and watch as you drift away, hoping that you don't drift away too much.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
Just got out of one. Lasted 4 years+ and I'm sad to see it go.

02) What was your dream growing up?
I wanted to be a rockstar that travelled the world and act in movies and have a lot of pets (being a responsible pet owner, of course.)

03) What talent do you wish you had?
Courage? Haha, or maybe a ( Read more... )

is it too fast to be over him?
cos i feel over him already, yay!

but of course there is tht naggy cooling period i still have to observe, though he looks like he's happy enjoying singlehood. JERK!

i am lucky to have friends who talk me through shit. <3

to express my rants and to stop from crying ( Read more... )

and now that i've let you leave ( Read more... )

so we broke up ( Read more... )

last night i had one of those dreams, where it kinda feels like an epiphany ( Read more... )

It really hurts when you tell someone you care about 'I love you', from the heart..
and they just tell you SHUT UP.