well, here's the plan for today, looks exciting doesnt it ( Read more... )

this is turning out to be one hell of a birthday, no different then any other year, where i'll be doing errands and working on my bday. itsw just.. i wanted a break this year, not even a celebration, just a break. where i didnt have to do anything ( Read more... )

so i had totally built this sweet computer, but now i have to put it up for sale. see what happened was it cost a bit more then expected, and my withdrawal limit is maxed, so.. right now i am fairly screwed. it was nice for a couple days, and i did enjoy it, but sometimes you have to do what you have to do, and i have to think of my needs and my ( Read more... )

i had the most horrible dream last night, in my dream i was talking to someone, at which point i had a vision, the vision was in the future, and i was old (alot older than I am now) and in my vision i had no idea what was going on, where i was, or anything that had happened in the timegap ( Read more... )

blah kind of day, no real reason, just blah, for some reason.. i could work a million days straight, up north, and it would never get to me, its weird. i think i'm just worn out, but up north i would do like 5x the work ( Read more... )

so tired, i feel like a robot, i dont know how i do it... i hear alot of people, and i do mean _alot_ of people always tell me about how tired they are, and then i reply to them how tired i am. and for some reason.. (with the exception of one person who actually gets to witness it) i seriously drain myself of sleep, half the time at work i think i' ( Read more... )

well for once, i am not going to bitch about something,.. but instead i am going to post an ad ( Read more... )

slightly disappointed about the way things went down yesterday, i totally worked my ass off to get everything i needed to get done super early, and i was successful, only to have the pending plans there after fall through ( Read more... )

i have just developed this really horrific ear ache, so as tonight just kept getting worse i decided to pass some of the time by going through www.ratingpets.com unfortunately.. as i was going to be all militant on my ratings, i just couldnt ( Read more... )

feeling kind of blah, i started off the night cheery, and happy, and then i checked my email, and saw that last week someone actually took the time to phone in and give me a compliment on my work, this made me feel great as the only time i have ever really been complimented on my work, is long after the fact when i dont even work at those jobs ( Read more... )