i've been having alot of difficulty lately. something is going on with my body and i'm not quite sure what, i dont sleep very much, but there have been a few times lately where i've been asleep.. woken up, did things for like 30 mins to an hour... and went back to bed.. and i cannot recall ever waking up.. apparently i even have conversations with ( Read more... )

i am finding it difficult at work lately.. not because its hard.. not because of anything really, its just from the moment i get there i am so stressed out. for the life of me i cannot understand how some people are being promoted.. or are being nominated to be promoted. i find it very difficult to not be all pissy and stressed, when i see some ( Read more... )

The good ( Read more... )

I left work early because i was feeling fairly ill, the sad thing is, now i feel ill in two ways, i hate having to leave work early, or even not come in because of being sick, it makes me feel mentally ill. and even more so, i feel like i'm screwing over the last person i would ever want to screw over. blah ( Read more... )

this weekend was really good, work is frustrating tonight, not for any specific reason ( Read more... )

i dont know why i'm getting so frustrated over things lately ( Read more... )

i am seriously losing it,

i do not make mistakes like this.

i do not lose things, _i do not lose things_ in big yellow wrappers.

god wtf is with me lately.

i do not forget things, things so easily rememberable.

i am losing the location of my keys at least 3x a week now.

WTF IS WRONG?

not much to say, tired, been trying to think of something special to do for amanda's bday, except i think she wants to go get drunk or out with friends or something so we'll have to wait and see on that.

other then that not alot is new, my mom is in town attending her best friends wedding,

i hope all goes well.

i've decided from now on i'm going to keep my posts short, and to the point, on that note..what an utterly stupid day.

as per the subject.