heaven is the home of our hearts ( Read more... )

For the longest while we jamming in the Party ( Read more... )

The still in love song is what im listening to. One ear for me. One ear for sarah. Man.. if theres any song that makes you feel nostalgic.. its this one. man.. im all sad now. Their plan worked.. to make me sad.. but guess what guys.. im ok- im ok.

xoxo

hung out with my parents. had a wicked fun time. I love them. Way too much laughter goin on! i swear.. they cannot be my real parents.. i like them too much ( Read more... )

I dont understand ppl. and.. maybe one person in the world understands me. Kinda suxxx.

So.. last night was one of the worst nights of my life.. i have DEFINITELY had worse.. but i mean- it was up there. Everyone was going through hell. And I was trying to help everyone else.. and help myself too. Hell is what my life is at the moment. i dunno. like its so exhausting. And now that my other half isnt happy nemore.. I dunno what to do ( Read more... )

Tired.. so tired.. want sleep.. had to wish jenna some birthday screams. Sux ass that i cant be there 2day to give her all my live in person. god.. makes me really really sad. like sad that we dont go to the same school nemore.. and like- yea. ok im done. too tired to say whatever the hell i wanted to say.

im ok now. i swear it. i love you all so much.

so.. i was ok. i mean i am ok.. but- i hate it ppl notice that theres something wrong with me. I hate it that i cant hide my feelings.. even when i try so damn hard to. I hate that things arent how i want them to be, and that theres no way i could make it good. I wish that i could pick just how my life turns out.. that i could choose who i wanted ( Read more... )

hi guyz! (that sounded too lame for words!) ok so yea... im here like sitting in computers.. with muh girlfriend next to me.. oh yea sarah choy.. hot stuff.. this morning peter peter ( i luv saying that name), brian, chris, and like ray were all staring at my boobs to try and figure out if my boobs got bigger over the weekend. And theyre all like ( Read more... )