Just as a safety-note to begin, I thought I’d let you know I absolutely do not condone violence. From anyone, or for whatever reason - including revenge. So yeahhhh. And sorry it’s been quite a while since the last update.

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Hollyoaks felt different when Brendan returned to it. Weeks in that hospital made him disorientated… the streets now ( Read more... )

Hokay, so moving forward……

Please note I am no good at hospital talk, so if I get stuff wrong, just try and go along with it, I’m no doctor! :D

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After Stephen waking up, Brendan’s day had been slow and surreal. People walked in and out of Stephen’s room, but Brendan wasn’t allowed to. First it was doctors, then some kind of specialist, then some ( Read more... )

I’m back to spelling it ‘Stephen’, because screw the rules, I prefer it that way. Also - HAPPY CHRISMTAS!! Quite a short chapter now but hope to get the next one out very quickly. J

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Brendan was in a daze; half-conscious as he rested to the hypnotic noise of Stephen’s heartbeat… the same noise that had kept him in his ( Read more... )

Warning: one case of very bad language.

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Brendan hated hospitals. Really fucking hated them. He hated the smell of them, the ambience, which was usually eerily calm even though people were dying around them. He hated the white institute walls, the low hum of people talking; fearing for their loved ones. The way people looked at him when he sat in ( Read more... )

Just a short chapter this time, which is just as well because it's very violent, sorry folks. :(

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His head rushed; disorientated, dizzy. The hand that was clasped around his mouth was sweaty and rough… making it hard to breathe. And then a fierce hard foot against his ribs… a crack… mind-blowing pain as Ste tried to scream, but his voice came ( Read more... )

This chapter is quite disturbing and contains homophobic views expressed through the character of Mr Brady. I really hope none of this offends anybody; the character is scum and obviously none of the views are my own!!
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He couldn’t remember much. Vaguely he could remember a car… the low hum of the engine, the fast-moving shapes and ( Read more... )

Posting quickly while I can... before life gets in the way again. x 
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Brendan sat stiffly at the dining room table, back straight against the chair behind him, eyes set hard on the table in front of him. It was three days since his last conversation with Steven… the one where he’d seen the fast wash of anger, then fear, then upset ( Read more... )

Okay, this chapter is super-depressing, and WARNING: homophobic language is used. That's all I can say except for... don't loose hope. Please. Lots more chapters to come. 
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Keeping out of the Brady’s way was easier said than done for Ste. It had always been that way, after all; he could run and run all he liked, but at the end ( Read more... )

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Short chapter this time, just sort of the prologue/build-up to what's coming up.
Oh - and I'm now spelling it 'Steven'. It seems weird and not as nice but... well, Kieron and Emmett say it's spelt like that, so I guess it is!
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Brendan’s history had always been a huge mystery to Ste. It was funny really. In many ways he felt like he ( Read more... )