August is coming up and it looks to be a very busy month for me (and Jane ( Read more... )

Well, Bill should be in California now. I'm sure he is having a good time and I bet the drive there was nice ( Read more... )

Well...I am still alive. I think my gift in life is impossible relationships. I am about this close *holds thumb and forefinger about half inch apart* to just getting a bunch of cats and cutting off all human contact.

My brother leaves on Sunday for California.

I am just numb right now.

I stole this from a random person's journal that I reached through a friend of a friend. I'm not even sure if anyone checks these journals anymore besides Clare and I...but if you do ( Read more... )

"A knife still felt like a knife and I'd discovered that despite everything that's happened, I still had an endless untapped potential for getting hurt."

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)

I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)

To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

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This weekend was the worst weekend that I have had in a really long night. I'll just say that after having a serious of bad events I spent Saturday evening drinking peach schnapps and crying until I finally fell asleep/passed out. I know, it's sad ( Read more... )

I didn't mean it ( Read more... )

Whoever said that things will get a little better everyday was full shit. It gets a little worse everyday...

It's funny how such a little thing can impact my day so much...actually it's not really funny at all ( Read more... )