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Good days
On Monday I felt pretty good. It's been a while since I just felt good. Even though I was a little tired from moving, and I still have a truck full of Sinta's stuff since we couldn't rearrange the storage unit, I felt alright. I had the day off from work (side note: holiday weeks are like a full week of awesome for me; I typically have one day off ( Read more... ) -
Valentine's Day weekend....
My Valentine's Day ended up pretty well. :) At work my boss gave us a lil Amazon gift card, which I added to my account balance and bought Hunchback of Notre Dame, The Road to El Dorado, and The Prince of Egypt. I handed out those little Valentine cards that kids do in their classrooms.. mine were X-Men and they come with stickers. I got a couple ( Read more... ) -
Revisiting old entries and I come upon this. Still holds up, and I still think about it
Originally posted by leo9 - August 13, 2002 at I have never broken anyone's heart before
so I guess now is as good a time to start as any. Just kidding. It does not feel good to be the cause of emotional pain to someone. I understand only too well what that particular pain can feel like, and I never really thought I would invoke that in someone else. ( Read more... ) -
A little advice from the past..... taking into consideration again.... :)
Originally posted by leo9 Jan. 3rd, 2003 at words of wisdom from my uncle
this is excerpted from an e-mail my Uncle sent me.. after reading my LJ. Whee.. I thought these things to be particularly wise and true.. maybe because I agree, and we all know how wise and true I am ( Read more... ) -
Dating again
I had a date yesterday. I met up with a fellow from OK Cupid in Fullerton. We met at a tea place, but changed our minds and walked across the street to a different cafe. :) We have been chatting for maybe a little over a week, and he lives in Chino Hills. He is fairly attractive and seems intelligent enough. But over the course of our chatting here ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye year of the Snake, hello year of the Horse!
So far 2014 is off to a bit of a rough start. My best friend was saying that we are in the last throes of the Year of the Snake and I guess that Snake is not thrilled about giving way to the Horse. I imagine 2013 whipping around all over, throwing flecks of poison venom off its fangs and where the poison lands in our lives we get a little chaos. I ( Read more... ) -
I have been doing pretty well in SingleTown
Hey there everybody ( Read more... ) -
Dating
I am afraid of it. Well, not afraid of it so much as not overly thrilled by all it entails. I never had a lot of dating experience to begin with. I would typically be single, then maybe go on a couple dates with one person, then either remain single or have a boyfriend shortly thereafter. In 2008 I started a personal policy of "say yes to more ( Read more... ) -
Welcome to the inner workings of my crumpled mind…..
Have you ever been able to change and internalize a new way of thinking about something about yourself, when your current thought pattern is very negative and most likely false? I have never felt like an attractive person. There have been moments here and there where I feel *less* unattractive than usual, and more rarely when I feel like I look ( Read more... ) -
A Hard Day
Today I am having a hard time with processing my recent break up. The break up is not going badly and we are friends. I guess I am processing the changes (both actual and perceived thus far). He has basically been my best friend for about 4 years. We spent the majority of our time together; I had a built in social schedule, and someone I should ( Read more... )