I'm living with my cousin for a week and it's the hardest thing ever, Kurt and I just can't seem to not fight, so we are taking space apart and asked him to regardless still text me because i haven't not talked to him or seen him for a week straight since north dakota...and he hasn't texted me yet, it's so hard not thinking about it and getting ( Read more... )

I moved all my shit in finally, well the end of it today! Meg is moving in today also, which i don't mind because she lived here when Kurt and I first started dating so I thought it was gonna be like that anyway...plus she contributes. So that means we have a dog now too, I love lucy but I want a kitten reaaaaaaally bad! School is going okay for ( Read more... )

I finally asked Kurt to say something to Brandon, and of course in the end i ended up looking like the huge bitch again, but fuck him cause he needed to know that he's 25 and going nowhere...In his stupid texts back to me like...:"live for free dawg" and calling me a bitch and saying the only thing i contribute is a vagina and if he had one he ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm pretending to be happy while i'm not, kurt is home and while he makes me happy sometimes and other times i just don't know... and i'm seriously so sick of Brandon. When kurt makes dinner he makes dinner for 3 people, brandon is always over and is always bringing some stupid drunk girls over with him, all of which including brandon ( Read more... )

Going up north was everything I wanted it to be, a nice 4 days to myself and a little bit of everything in between. The first day I left with my Aunt Betsy and Grandma and literally hit every Goodwill and St vincent de paul in every town on the way up, I found a cute dress, a pink sparkly lamp and a few other trinkets, some cute earrings and such. ( Read more... )

I can't wait for it to be sunshine filled days with swimming and laying in the sun! I'm so ready. I'm not excited for summer to be over and to be all alone in Swartz Creek.

mmmmm it's funny how life works.

I hate all my classes and it takes me almost 40 minutes everyday to find a parking spot at the hell hole mott, which just wastes gas which I don't have the money to waste ( Read more... )

I used to hate showers but now I love them. After I've shaved, conditioned my hair and soaped up my body I sit down in the bath tub and turn the water as hot as I can stand it. Then I sit Indian style and let the water run over my body listening to every drop as it rolls off my skin and plops into the water that has not yet filtered down the drain ( Read more... )

You know, I've seen a lot of what the world can do, and it's breaking my heart in two, cause I never wanna see you sad.You know, I wish for you baby nothing but good times ahead.I love you, though time may fade and mountains turn into sand.