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I am not usually one of those people who do these reflection posts. But in all honesty, I really am thankful. When I was younger my parents would have all of us say what we were most thankful. I have to say that in hindsight I think I started lying pretty early on. Now what does that mean? It wasn't that I wasn't grateful. I think there is a ( Read more... )

I am feeling a little twisted inside. I don’t even know what is wrong. There is really no need for me to be upset. For all intent and purposes, I should be the happiest girl on the planet. And yet, like always, there is this nagging voice in my head. This voice in my head telling me I don’t deserve it. That I don’t deserve happiness. But I do. I ( Read more... )

Its been a minute and I almost feel bad because I have left you guys on a bad note. So, I figured that I would clue you guys in on a lot of the things that’s been going on in my life since about two weeks ago. Because life has seriously become a bit of a rollercoaster. The good news, before I even get into the update, is that at the moment I am ( Read more... )

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Dear SUNY Albany,

Yes I am a male bodied individual with large breasts. Please fucking get over it. Being stared at, laughed at, snickered at, and called "faggot" "fag" "fairy" "queer" or having something obscene yelled at me have gotten severely old by now.

I am not naïve enough to think that I am going to be accepted by everyone under the ( Read more... )

Wow, I can't believe how long it has been since I did a real post. Let me see, let me see. What have I been up to. Barely not failing out of college. Surprisingly haven't burnt all my bridges with my friends. But willingly tore down some on my own accord. I helped Shayna moved into her and Sisi's new apartment. I had a really awesome Halloween with ( Read more... )

"Welcome to my private hell
There's no one to fight now enjoy myself
Rather drown than ask for help
I wish I was someone else.
Mr. Perfect, misconstrued
Lead the way, follow through
Probably hate me, I do too
You're so much like me I feel sorry for you.
But I think you're pretty, pretty sure
You will profit you will get hurt,
I eat my words they ( Read more... )