So, many of you know I adore Kate Bornstein. I have for years and years and years. So, at my first Warped Tour like I'd say 5 years ago I bought her book My Gender Workbook. I had to keep it hidden from my family, I still wasn't out as transsexual yet. It helped me come to terms with who I was and it still helps me deal with the evolution of my ( Read more... )

It's normal for me to get like this from time to time. To question everything I got good going for me. It isn't surprising that I do this to myself. I tend to try to blow things up for myself. I guess I think its time to start going to therapy. For real this time. No more calling my therapist from home. I am going to the counseling center  and ( Read more... )

I walked into the campus center one day and I have these huge tits ( Read more... )

Nothing really to report. Just very happy and I don't really have any complaints. I finally re-wrote that poem. And once again it just overwhelmed my audience. I couldn't be happier. I got this ridiculous high from it.

I am seeing my dream girl on Friday. I will be back in Albany on Tuesday. I can't wait and neither can she.

I am working on some ( Read more... )

Wow. So I really need to get this posting thing down pat. I know it wasn't part of my resolutions, but I really need to get a schedule going for my LJ. I mean, I last posted on January 19th. Thats just kind of sad. Or atleast I think so.

Life has gotten hellah crazy and some things have gone down and I am still reeling a little from it all. I am on ( Read more... )

I’ve been thinking a lot about this whole New Year’s Resolution thing. It used to be a big deal with my family when I was in elementary school. We’d all pick something and try to encourage each other to keep up with that. It lasted maybe until the middle of February. My family has never been very good at encouraging each other.

By middle school I ( Read more... )

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I am standing on uneven ground

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I wish I had as much faith in myself as everyone around me does. Because I am torn between two mirror images. A girl who is confident in herself and a boy who isn't sure why he even bothered coming out. I spend a whole lot of time saying I am fine and that I am working on things, ( Read more... )

Boy oh boy do I have some things to say to everyone. It has been quite a few weeks since I last posted on here and I guess there is a hell of a lot of catching up to do. For starters I turned 22. And then there was the end of the semester and the stress of finals. Friendships ended while I made some new ones. I found myself a prince who I will wait ( Read more... )

Ok so I rarely talk about my kink side here for two reasons. 1) It is a rather personal thing and 2) because it is just none of your business. However, I thought I'd share something with all of you. I am a member of pretty chill kink social network site called Fetlife. Even cooler is this contest they are doing. Its called the “Sit on Kinky Santa' ( Read more... )

The Real Mob at Stonewall The New York Times 158.54718 (June 26, 2009)

• Truscott, Lucian K., IV. "The Real Mob at Stonewall." New York Times 26 June 2009: A25(L). New York State Newspapers. Web. 1 Dec. 2009. .

REVISITING THE COMING OUT OF 'STONEWALL' The Buffalo News (Buffalo, NY) (Oct 28, 1996)

• Peradotto, Nicole. "REVISITING THE COMING OUT OF ' ( Read more... )