Im not supossed to be happy. I know im not. If i was then i would be happy by now. Nothing good stays in my life. If i was then the most important part of who i am would be right. But its not, and im not. There is no god. No being, no matter how powerful or whatever, he is could be this evil. Dont come up to my door preaching your bible shit ( Read more... )

I hate how ungrateful she is. She doesn't even know how much I do for her. All the secrets I hold for her. All the times I've helped her because she couldn't help herself. All of that, means nothing to her. Nothing at all. She still treats me like dirt. All the money I spent on her, and yet she gets mad when I ask her to buy me something. All the ( Read more... )

I hate days like this. When I have nothing to do. And I start thinking about her. Her, and all the fun things we did together. All those warm, fuzzy memories. But then the newer, not as happy memories come to mind. But the feeling stays. Love. Love that was taken from me. And all I want is that feeling back. I know that at a time like this, I would ( Read more... )

I got a job at hot dog on a stick!!! It is sooo much fun. And I get to work with there amazingly hot chicks. And I've never seen so many lesbians before!!! Omg, soo much fun.

I got a job!!! I now work at hot dog on a stick at the Carlsbad mall!! Oh, and tara ended up being a waste of time. Oh well. Currently there is no mrs. Sharp in my life, but whatev. Omg, emily has an amazing ass!!! Yay for pe! Haha. Thats all for now. Bye.

steph and I broke up. I might be homeless soon. My parents won't talk to me anymore. I'm depressed. I haven't sleeped in 3 days. I burst a blood vessel in my left eye and couldn't see for 2 days. Yeah, my life sucks right now.

ok, so my ipod got taken away, and i got sent to fallbrook for spring break. google it.

I'm on aim. Screen name is m666pain616. Also on yahoo. Sn: leonardosue.

my girlfriend and her mom just took me to seaworld! Iv never been before. It was sooo fun. We saw shamoo and the other whales. The sea lion shoe was really cool, except for the mime. We saw penguins!!!! And I got to pet a sting ray. I has so much fun, thankyou so much baby.

I wish I was dead. I hate living where I do, I hate fighting with my parents every day. I hate how nothing I do is good enough for them. I hate how they have to criticize everything I do or say. I hate how I can be abused by my stepdad and he gets away with it. I hate what I am. I hate being alive ( Read more... )