I have been around. I just haven't been posting in here. I've been posting at 2 other sites, and thats where I am at mostly. I dunno who all still reads me here or what. I prolly will never post again in here ever. I'm actually thinking of getting rid of this journal. Yes you heard me right. I just don't feel like I need 3 blogs. I have one at ( Read more... )

Today was the day. And I said I would post a picture. I've had a rough morning. I didn't even know anything happen till dad came in and asked me if I wanted to go up to the cabin. I knew by just looking at him, that he done the deed. I've been crying off and on most of the morning and just now just have tears in my eyes. I miss her so badly. I can' ( Read more... )

This is going to be a hard entry for me to type out. I dunno how much i'll say, cause I dunno how it'll effect me when I start talking about it. I haven't had a good day about it all, and I'm still senstive about it ( Read more... )

Sorry that I haven't posted anything in a long time. I seem to let my bloop diary go. I need to post more in here but eh, sometimes I just can't be bothered. What I'm about to post is from my myspace blog. So if there is some stuff you don't understand whats going on in there, I'll try and explain it next time I post something. I'm just letting you ( Read more... )

I feel like neglected this diary and my live journal. I mean I never update anymore. I write all my entries anymore on my myspace. Hell I don’t know when I last posted or what I even wrote about. So if I repeat myself just over look it ( Read more... )

I've had a good day. I mean what could have went wrong on a nice, pretty warm day today? Nothing happen. Till now. I dunno. I got to looked at my messengers and stuff..and I feel like I've been disconnected from people. I don't talk to half of them anymore, and the ones I do talk to either, isn't very long or I end up getting into a fight. Thats ( Read more... )

I had a really fucked up dream, when I was sleeping today. I mean really. All I can remember of it though is that had to do with spaceships and shit in it lol. But I do remember waking up, and thinking to myself, "What in the hell was that?!". I blamed it on me playing Ratchet and Clank the night before haha. Cause it had spaceships and stuff in it ( Read more... )

I’m going to fucking kill Microsoft. I had a whole damn fucking paragraph typed out, and still typing, and the damn thing shut down on me. Now this fucking computer better not be messing with me right now. I do not want to be in a bad mood. But if this shit keeps coming up, then I’m going to be forced to throw the damn thing out the window. And I’m ( Read more... )

Well we went up and seen the baby tonight and stuff. At the time I posted the last entry, the mother was doing fine, but my aunt…started having high blood pressure and having chest pains and stuff. And could hardly breathe. She does have a head cold so that could be where she can’t breath. And with her worrying something is wrong with her, might be ( Read more... )

Well, my aunt had her baby sometime this morning. I swear she was in labor for a long time, but my new baby girl cousin, entered the world today. They haven’t picked a name just yet. Which I think or hope they have one by this evening, cause I think we are going to go up there after dad gets off from work. Hmm, she weighed in at 9lbs and 2oz and ( Read more... )