Daily routine -

Sleep.

Get up.

Look at thinspo.

Go to gym.

(Work 5 days a week)

Come home.

Watch TV.

Have a bath.

Go to bed.

Nowhere in there is there anything for eating. ^___^ It is a fabulous routine. I enjoy it.

Oh god...oh god oh god oh god...

I ate too much. I ate way too much.

I'm so fat. I'm too fat. I'm freaking out...actual panic attack happening here...and I can't purge. I just can't.

I just want to be skinny. Is that so much to ask?

I need help. I need support.

Here's what I had -

2 cups Cranberry juice

Chicken Breast Burger (bun, grilled chicken breast, ( Read more... )

Age: 20 ( Read more... )

Alrighty!!! So from this day fourth, I shall be absolutely REGIMENTED in what I eat. They took away my favourite 'food' for over a month so I started eating again...but now it's back and I have to get back in the habit of only having aquafina plus water!!!!!!

Task: BE DILIGENT!!!!!!!!

Goal: BE SKINNY!!!

IT WILL BE WORTH IT!!!!!

So I learned today that me, no food, and mid-terms equals a very bitchy scary me involving panic attacks and such ( Read more... )

Alrighty, now for my measured stats...

Measured myself this morning, so these are the most accurate stats I've got.

Chest: 38 in
Upper Arm R: 14in
Upper Arm L: 13.5 in
Waist: 32in
Hips: 40in (ew...)
Upper Thigh R: 24in
Upper Thigh L: 23.5

It's getting easier and easier to avoid eating. Usually I don't even think about it ( Read more... )

Height: 5'8
HW: 180lbs
CW: 168lbs (down 2 from two days ago!!)
GW1: 160lbs
GW2: 150lbs
GW3: 140lbs

Eeee!!! I can't wait to reach my goals! =D

F: 2/2 (only ate at the end of the night when my bf made me dinner...a little bit of shrimp, some cod, ginger beef, and some peas. All is good ( Read more... )

 I haven't felt this way in a while...and it's because I didn't eat for two days. It felt amazing and I already saw a difference!!!!

I want to be a personal trainer...but I don't know anymore. I just want to be thin.