so im at work thiere is a homophobic employee im fuckin bored he is taking all the sales and i am going to kill people. jus cause im fuckin bored i think imma just leave... it will be fun.

he awaits his call with idle hands a heart full of hope and pain just wanting to hear freindsly "hi", and in his endless attempt he is shot down again a dove dazed and confused again rejected. still left not knowing what to do not even witha "fuck off" or a " leave me alone" Cant take my mind off of you. This lovesick white dove is dyin inside ( Read more... )

what do you do when someone sais that want you but they wont spend time with you or they neglect you or put you last is it cause they need to build trust, is it cause they just liek the others better what is it id like to know one day it woudl be nice to know wouldent it yes it would but willi ever proobly not. i wish he would tell me

wow okay where to start it has been an extream while since i have posted and so dam much has happend ill try and give you a cit down version, so lets start it off okay first thing Jon, well hmm i dont even know what to say about jon in his post he sais im gettig better i think that s a good thing, but on my end what that means is that becauses of ( Read more... )

well yet another day goes by im about to start workin on mikes stuff. geeze man no wi cant dress perty cause "im goin out to see other guys" okay i can deal with that but not for long (luckily daddie takin me shoppin) kudos to dad. hes doin better form what i see there are times when i enjoy taling to him i really wish he wouldent drink and call me ( Read more... )

jon, it wont happen again i need the title i need to be claimed, its driven me crazy, u dont understnad how crazy all i want is to be with you but you sent me so many mixed signals it was not evben funny you just need to tell me what you want and if we where goin out then that would not have happend ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU JONATHAN MICHEAL LOPEZ

, AND I WILL MARRY YOU!!!


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isent it funny how when we arent happy with what we have we stray to find something better, but then just realize that what we had all along was just fine and maybe what was wrong was us. sort of like the spoon does not bend but it is more your self that bends thanks just thought id put that out there.

hmm so jon is unsure so like i dunno i really dont know what to do, im kind of confused about allot of stuff he keep like playing with me ( he sais he not ) but maybe my definaitiion of playing is different than his. i think he is teying to put me though what i put him though maybe thats it i dunno its strange and scary i dont like being alone what ( Read more... )

Okay as much as all of my friends may hate me for this i have to say it. I am in love with jon and i will mary him (not jis jon){lol}if yall dont like it im sorry its bound to happen my love for him is too deep i may have lied cheated and done some other things that are definitly bad, about the anger u all know im really workin on it im not getting ( Read more... )