I need to get some of this shit inside out, so bear with me...before I start out with all the bad and negativity, I will say that the highlight of my day was 1) Being told by John that he loves me. ( I love John too, just for the record) It was completely out of no where, but thats the best and made me feel good 2) Talking to some Cortland friends ( Read more... )

Fri night I had to ref, than met up with Patty and Julia at Patty's house. We ended up going to McHebe's and the Dizzy Lizard. McHebe's sucked, but Dizzy Lizard wasnt bad..good music, wild dancing and such ( Read more... )

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I was rudely awoken at 5:00 this afternoon bc my parents thought I was dead, and the fact that my sister told them I was breathing unusually didnt help. I mean, it was my own fault bc I did do some stupid shit last night in an attempt to once again take my life. I was told that I need help, but if I dont have my friends, I see no point to go on. So ( Read more... )

Today I went with John to Jess' playoff game. Somehow they made the semi finals...The game was okay until the last minute when they came back and ended up winning by 2 points. It was really exciting and the guys from NYIT that were cheering took their shirts off(oh baby)...hot bellys lol. So they won, and it was a really exciting finish ( Read more... )

I went to bed today at 4am, took a little nap until 6:30 am, at which point my alarm was going off, but my mom heard it, not me and woke me up for class. After class I went back to bed at 9:30am after my mom told me that I had to get my sister off the bus at 3:30 bc she was going to be still at work. So not anticipating a long nap, I didnt set my ( Read more... )

Yesterday: got back my history test..C..thats right, I got a C and I dont care bc I knew I rushed through it and didnt study. My own fault bc I dont care. Got back my math test...105. Its hanging on my refrigerator in the kitchen. Got back my spanish test..D. And I studied for that one..the studying did help, I knew all the vocab, but I cant right ( Read more... )

So today was another one of those amazing days where the alarm goes off and I think to myself..I cant wait until I can go back to sleep again.Today especially bc I only got a whopping 4 hours last night bc I was all worried about someone else and whats going on in their life. I cant help the fact that I worry about others more than myself. But if I ( Read more... )

Today was just another day...school was cancelled, as was work. I did a lot of thinking today, and tried to solve some other peoples problems. I feel like every single person I associate with has had some issue of some kind today, including myself. The same issue that I have had every day since September of 11th grade. Its really nothing that I ( Read more... )