I don't think alot of people like Cher. I remember once a friend said "I rather listen to anything but Cher". But today I realized that this was the song that played the year he died. And for a second I thought I had forgotten he had existed. Then everything came to me again. When everyone was happy, when everything was crazy, when everyone was ( Read more... )

   I've been kind of longing the feeling of something extraordinary. Something to look forward to everyday, regardless of the rain.  I'm tired of waiting, I'm tired of thinking and I'm tired of everything >:/, maybe. I have no idea how i'm going to make my sculpture or how i'm going to sleep tonight. I wish I could just forget about what i have to ( Read more... )

 Neither this or that makes sense at all. Neither thinking nor daydreaming help at all. I want to imprison my thoughts, hopes and illusions, because all they do is blind me from reality. I want to rewind and start over, so i can escape my past mistakes.

I feel like a song being replayed more than twice. Like a carousel tune or  a piano solo by Debussy. Maybe my machine is broken or something because it won't stop. I really need some tweaking :/. I think I need a new machine.

Well well well. Six more days till school starts again, meaning 9 months till school is over without counting holidays or breaks. I'm eager for it to start but mostly anxious to see what new pages will unfold. I've been lounging the whole day, cleaning and slugging. Lately there have been ants walking on my face, I have no idea how the get there ( Read more... )

I believe it is 12:33 am? Its feels like being between day and night. Mars was suppose to come out today, I'm guessing that shiny spot in the luminous sky was it. I think my house is off center. I can never see a spaceship fly off nor the planets nor the huge moons. The night makes me so nostalgic. I got my hair cut yesterday and I can assure you i ( Read more... )