I'm so happy. Today is my baby's bday. Everyone tells me i'm stupid for this but i'm getting her a $200.00 gift certificate and some Polo shirts and CDs and what the heck, something from Victoria's Secret for her or should I say for me (actually) that I will wear for her? haha. Why was stupid registration today? DAMN!!!!!!! That's the only damned ( Read more... )

This is so weird. I went to the summit yesterday and I saw both Stephanie AND Kim........................................................... I don't really know what to say. Kim was in a security car like always just riding around like she is THE SHIT. And exactly when I saw Stephanie and started talking to her, I saw Kim. She was just staring at ( Read more... )

I'm wondering if there's something wrong with me... I always end up with the bad girls. The ones that are overprotective, hard, mean, don't trust easily, bottle up their emotions, and seem to always be sarcastic, moody, and not very happy. I don't purposely seek these types of women but it's what I end up with. Well, Nesha is everything oppopsite ( Read more... )

All my friend's lives are going to shit or getting there. Really wish I could share some of their pain. It's really not fair what they have to go thru. All I have to deal with is strict parents. And that doesn't compare to what my friends have gone thru or what they are going thru. I've been sober for a while now and I guess there has been a big ( Read more... )

A.A was fun tonight: ) The baby was good and didn't cry once at the meeting! Yes! I'm so excited about seeing Nesha soon and before that me and Amber are going to Panama City Beach. Fuck yeah! We're going 4th of July weekend so there will be lots o' people and lots o' drunks :X ( Read more... )

I love Diann!!!! I saw her at the mall yesterday and she got me a keychain that says SORRY BOYS... I EAT PUSSY! How fuckin awesome!!! I got to skip school today because I went to the doctor again. Kick ass!!!! School sucks! My baby gets out like 2 or 3 days out earlier than we do so PHS sucks!!! Ugh Mr.Riley actually called up the house today and ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm not crazed about it anymore but YAY I've lost like 7 lbs. Not much but (I'm losing more sizes than weight) all those jeans and shirts i've been saving for months fit me now! So happy! Oooh and I get to see my baby Kim tomorrow and something else will happen that is cool! Me and Amanda are good. We are very good! We couldn't be any more ( Read more... )

Man Alternative people are nicer than people at Pelham. Actually, nicer than people period. It's pretty sad. It's fucked up too. I don't think I'll be talking to anyone anymmore. I'm sick of all the fake people who just try to piss me off. The only thing people said to me(actullay asked) was, "Where have you been?" Idiots. They all just wanted to ( Read more... )

Alternative ends on Tuesday for me (if the fucking teachers don't decide to take off points for something stupid just to fail me)and it ends on Monday for Amanda. Damn, I wish we'd go back together. We got into it together so it kinda makes sense to end it together. Oh well. If anyone says anything, ANYTHING at all to me about it I will do ( Read more... )

I jsut can't get over the fact that it doesn't look very feminine. The face(and I blew it up too) looks manly. Anyway I'm still bored! I wanna call sopmeone but EVERYONE'S AT SCHOOL! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Did I already say I hate being sick and all alone in this stupid trailer? I feel like crying! I need someone to talk to or do ( Read more... )