guh. i really need to lose 10 lbs. 
its driving me nutsssss.

You walk into the room and all the noise around me just stops.  The glasses clashing and the people chattering fade away.  as you walk past, people stop, say hi, give you a hug or a high five; you know everyone.  i know they all love you, everyone loves you, everyone.  i think you're too nice to some of them, maybe too friendly.  but then again, ( Read more... )

 ladjflkajdf, why did life suddenly get overwhelmingly complicated?

i just want to know if we're going to hang out at the game tomrrow, or if i shoud just bring joe. i dont want another sean inncident. 
gah, just be an unstupid boy for once. seriously.

i hate the fact that i like you so much.

its eating me away inside.

i went on a date yesterday.

i just wish he wasnt leaving in a week to go to college in indiana, guhhh.

whatever, its just fun i guess.

I was gone for like the past week, incase you didnt notice. so much happened, and i was blessed so much within the week.
it was a christian camp, ive gone every year of my life almost. its the highlight of my summer.
but this year was different. i had so much just sitting on my heart. 
i felt so alone and still so hurt, i was lost and was looking in ( Read more... )

i have no wisdom anymore.
my teeth are gone. haha.

all four of them. and it hurts a lot. and my stupid friends have lives. and my boyfriend's an idiot sometimes. and adklfjkajdf

i miss you.

birthday=pretty much the best ever. 
we went to taco bell after school, just cuz we can, and well they suprised me with signs that said HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ELYSE! i couldve cried, it was sooo cute. [thanks guys :)]

holy crap im 17.

geeeeeze, im old, closer to 20 then being a teenager(13) can you say pyscho?

mhm, thanks =)

i hate change.
i hate what it does to you.

i hate how my heart still hurts when i look at him and i how excited if he even talked to me. i know its not fair, and i AM completely over him, but theres still that, what if. what if somehow we became really good friends again? what if one day things just changed? 
i hate how much i miss everyone. i think ( Read more... )

i dont want to be like this again.
stuff just isnt fitting and im about ready to explode.
everything happens at once, always.
i want to let go and pull away, but i cant.
i need something really badly right now.