In this place I like to call my home.

[leslie_carter]

My life has changed a lot in the last year and a half. I’ve grown up a lot, I’ve learned a lot. I’ve fallen in love and basically started a new life for myself. In a lot of ways I’m not the same person that I was when I started this. And I don’t think it fits my life the same way it once did

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[billy_tallent]

[Well, I'm sorry to see you go, but it's good to know that you're doing what you need to do. Take care of yourself, sweetheart.]

[leslie_carter]

[Thank you, :-) Take care of yourself as well.]

[valo]

Be well, my darling.

[We talked about this before, and to this date, I really liked reading your journal. But you don't seem to really get much of a kick out of Leslie anymore, even though you are probably the best Leslie that could ever step into LJ land. I'm guessing that you are still here in some shape or form, so I hope that we are or will be interacting in the future.]

[leslie_carter]

Thank you, I intend to. I hope that you are well also.

[Yes, It was a really hard decision, I think that anything that you've dedicated more than a year of your life to is hard to give up.

I just started to feel as if I was a place holder, and you're right my enjoyment in the role has lessened a lot. I'm hoping I can use the creativity elsewhere.

Thanks for saying that, a part of me almost hopes that no one will come in with a new journal, there are certain things I don't want to see happen to her. Even if it's not attached to anything I've created. That is probably another reason that I held on to her for so long.

I'm sure we'll bump into each other every once in a while. ;) ]

[valo]

[...a part of me almost hopes that no one will come in with a new journal, there are certain things I don't want to see happen to her. Even if it's not attached to anything I've created. That is probably another reason that I held on to her for so long.
You said that a couple times before, and it's really understandable. You made her a real teenager with her ups and downs and sometimes dark and brooding hours and sometimes bouncing off the walls from giggliness. It would be sad to see her--- well, we know what you mean by things you don't want to see happen to her.
In a way, I doubt that there will be another Leslie. She doesn't seem to have plans to put out any music, does she? The trend seems to go towards other kinds of journals rather than families and pets of boyband members, much like the trend in music goes away from boybands. Oe maybe I'm just sitting in my secluded little area far away from this_pop_life.

I'm hoping I can use the creativity elsewhere.
I'm sure we'll bump into each other every once in a while. ;)Glad to hear

[leslie_carter]

[Yeah, well I've seen that happen in other RP journals. I guess it's sort of a pet peeve of mine.

I'm really glad that you saw her that way, and that I did a decent job of portraying her as a true teenager. I always wanted to keep her seeming realistic.

I really hope you're right. I didn't really create her for the interaction that I had with the boy band members, even though there was some that occurred naturally. Leslie still had a career of her own when I started this, she'd just been dropped from her record label, and the assumption was that she'd find another. I still find her "story" interesting and a little sad. Hopefully the real Leslie is happier just being a normal teen.

I see that the trend has leased also, but it's still not completely gone. I think that she's an appealing character for people in her age range. But maybe I'll luck out and there won't be any interest.]

[violet_eyes_em]

((I had this long dissertation about the two of us and our IC and OOC relationship, but twice now some twist of Fate has wigged out my computer and deleted it.

Our lives have gone in seperate directions from Must be Pop, but I believe they are in a good place to say the least. I will never Role Play again, after having Annie for a year and a half. Leslie has been there for her from close to the very, very beginning. I'm going to delete my journal, and let someone start fresh with her. I need to move on..There's no joy in this game for me, and hasn't been in ages.

Please stay in contact with me at Blueeyedpanther. I'll have my OOC information there. We have so many memories. I know in my heart, though, they will last longer than anything we have ever typed down on an electronic journal.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

[leslie_carter]

[Maybe that was for the best, you should know how much I hate my OOC stuff being aired in this forum.

We did have our ups and downs, but overall it was a lot of fun. And I don't have any regrets about taking the role.

You always had a lot more drama then I did, and I'm sorry if that made it miserable for you.

Thanks for the good times.]

[nickolas_carter]

[I'm sorry to see you go. I know we've had a small conversation about this before. You made a kick ass Leslie, better than I could have imagined. Even if we didn't talk as much as we probably should have, thank you for being a great "sister" and you will be missed.]

[leslie_carter]

[Thank you, it finally felt like the right time. I never minded that we didn't interact that much, that wasn't really why I took the role :)

I'll still be following your story line, and this was fun while it lasted.]

[jesse_mccartney]

[Hey I haven't talked to you in awhile, but you were one of the best rpers I knew. Good luck in the future.

Jesse-person]

[leslie_carter]

[Thank you very much, that means a lot. Good luck with the game!]