In case my last post was too lengthy for you to read it was Good-Bye.

My life has changed a lot in the last year and a half. I’ve grown up a lot, I’ve learned a lot. I’ve fallen in love and basically started a new life for myself. In a lot of ways I’m not the same person that I was when I started this. And I don’t think it fits my life the same way it once did ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think it’s funny how we note things and celebrate them, birthdays, holidays, anniversaries, weekends… if we counted every memorable event we’d be celebrating every day. But maybe we should be, this is life after all. We’re only here for so long maybe we should celebrate while we have the chance. I don’t know when I stopped counting the ( Read more... )

Life changes quickly ( Read more... )

I think life, or maybe it’s God but I don’t want to get into some religious debate… has this way of throwing something in our paths just when we are starting to get comfortable. Like we’re supposed to stay on our toes, and not take a second of life for granted ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like you don’t want to be known, like you want to crawl into yourself until there is nothing left on the outside to distinguish you ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Brian!

I tried to update with this yesterday but LJ was being a royal pain in the butt.

I hope all of your Birthday wishes come true and that the next year is an amazing one!

xxooxoxoxoxo

So last night I'm watching Star Search because I was really bored and who do I see? blake_mcgrath I was totally floored. Why didn't I know he was going to be on! I know he hasn't updated in a while but man... Also he kicked major ass, the dance he did was great and he looked really good too ( Read more... )

Not only have I been bitchy I've been self-absorbed ( Read more... )

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I talked to Matt and I still don’t really feel better. I feel bitchy and selfish. How can I be that way when he says he just wants me to be happy and will do pretty much whatever I ask so that I will be. Maybe it’s not us. Maybe it’s just me. I mean I don’t question that I love him or want to be with him… ( Read more... )