"there's a traffic cone in the backseat of your car..."
"i'm not really sure what you're talking about"
"there's a traffic cone in the back of your car"
"are you sure?"
"yeah, there is!"
"umm well i guess i just haven't looked back there in a while..."

everyone thinks i'm being ridiculous when i say i don't think i'll ever get married. my thinking i will never get married isn't because i don't like teenage relationships. how would that have any effect on it? teenagers aren't often married. more people are married that are past the age of 18 or 19. i just can't see it happening. i try to see it, ( Read more... )

thoughts that have recently been in my head ( Read more... )

this weekend was probably the most difficult weekend i've had, maybe ever.
i can't even explain how many emotions i dealt with.
and i still have another day.

i honestly think that our dreams may not be as out of reach as they seem.
i guess some may be. but no, i really don't think so.
i mean, you have those dreams for a reason right?
yes.
i think i might start re-pursuing an old dream. i'm keeping it to myself, though. other than the vague livejournal announcement. i've become quite focused. i know ( Read more... )

i feel like a mess right now. so why should i hide it? i'm a messssss! i don't know why i'm letting such a small thing get to me, but i am. it makes me cry. plus i seem to be incapable of fixing a friendship. just one simple friendship. it can't be fixed no matter how hard we've tried. simply because of how it started. i've resorted to a habit a ( Read more... )

there are many things i'm sick of lately. i so badly want to cry and cry my eyes out but haven't been able to. i don't remember the last time i cried. my eyes watered at something maybe a month ago. i wanna cry. i wanna not be here. it's not even that i want to leave things here. it's that i want to be in a different country. in my dream last night ( Read more... )

i was doing so good!
then i think about a few people...

and BAM!

i said a long time ago that i would some day write an entry about australia and the memories and whatnot. so here we go ( Read more... )

just a few weeks ago i would have looked at certain girls and wanna scream at the fact that i'm not them. that i didn't have their confidence or their looks. there was one girl in particular that i would look at and even envy what a christian she is. i decided to no longer be a hypocrite. it kills me to hear girls rage about how they don't have the ( Read more... )