i cried tonight. hard.

i think i needed it.

mmm...today was a crap turned good day ( Read more... )

if love is a choice, that means we don't have to love. right?

i know the answer to this...but why do we sometimes choose to love even though it hurts?

wow. i hardly ever get on lj anymore. weird. i think that this is the longest period of time in like 4+ years that i haven't been on.  where do i ever begin...mmm...things are going good at school.  there have been many days when i've wanted to come home, but i suppose that happens to everyone.  for the most part our quad gets along, which is good ( Read more... )

i'm going to be completely honest here. today hasn't been good. i guess i just miss everyone. here i don't have anyone to call up to "just hang out with" and be stupid and laugh with. some of the things i'm REALLY missing today are ( Read more... )

ok, do i figure it's time for an update....i miss everyone!!! so we have this prank war going on with a few guys on our brother hall. it's pretty funny actually. it al started last saturday after we played capture the flag with our brothers and we were driving back and i OWNED chris on the interstate. it was great. seirously though, we almost ( Read more... )

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so i kind of don't know what to do with myself right now so i figure might as well give lj an update. lastnight i was so relieved to be done with school for the week. this whole liberty bubble thing is crazy. it kind of scares me that i don't watch the news anymore or read on what's happening in the world. maybe i should like make cnn my ( Read more... )

so, we're meeting Jesus for lunch on friday.


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how does some one fall so far from God in such a short time. i mean, we are all going to sin, and i am by no means perfect, but how does some go from one end of the spectrum to the other so quickly and not care?? it's really hard to understand. laura and i have had many talks about this and we both feel so blessed to have stayed on the straight ( Read more... )