He makes me so angry when he ignores me and pretends I don't exist.
I deserve better than this.
Fuck.

I feel my relationship tumbling down around me, and I can't do anything about it.
Furthermore, I have no one to blame.

Why am I so bad at this?
Do I have unrealistic expectations from a boyfriend?
I can't help that I expect the best.

I'm a jerk to the people I care about.

Chris left my lights on and killed my car battery ( Read more... )

pharmacy school interview in 8 hours

I am Becca ( Read more... )

When people meet me and are my friends they think I'm awesome and fun.
And then they want me to change small things that don't matter.
One by one, picking and picking.
Why can't I be a buy it now deal, as-is in working order.
I'm not a train wreck.
I swear I'm ok the way I am.
I am improving every day without any prodding.
It's being human.

I am applying to pharmacy school in a week or so, when my references e-submit them.
I am so excited and scared.
I dont want to have to tell my dad I have to take another year before Pharm school.

Every once in awhile I see something that I know Maxine would love.
I'm pretty sure this is one of them.
In fact, Maxine I think you probably could make it yourself:

http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?ref=vt_related_1&listing_id=18350336

Got a 97 (possibly 100) on my first calculus based physics test!

that's all