I know this is probably boring as hell for my friends, but if I dont report it I feel like I havent finished my day. So hell, here it is. I miss this, it drives me to keep going cause I think, at the end of the day, I have to tell you guys how great, or how awful I've been today. Even if you dont reply...the evidence is there of my perfection or ( Read more... )

Today.

2 1/2 cups of very strong skim cold coffee. - 240 cal
A small apple - 50 cal
Lots of water.
Black tea.

Managed to cook bacon and eggs for the girls for breakfast, didnt eat any. Then chips and pies for their lunch, didnt have any. Managed to avoid dinner completely, thankgoodness. You know, with four kids in the house, not eating is easier. I ( Read more... )

So. It sounds huge but it doesnt feel huge to me...

I was 374lbs at my largest, two years ago. I am 5'10. Today I am 209lbs. 165lbs lost. When I reach 185lbs I can have my tummy tuck surgery, to remove all my excess skin and gross stomach. From there, my goal weight is 140lbs.

I need help guys. ABC, my caffeine addiction, minus the cigarettes as I' ( Read more... )

I have now lost 46 kilos. Thats 101.2lbs. OVER 100 POUNDS ( Read more... )

Help writing an article on Pro-ana/mia...

A couple of years ago I wrote articles for an online news website and have been published a few times in small magazines etc. I am slowly coming out of this useless depression, and I've decided to start again. I'm starting with a subject close to my heart. Ana/mia and pro ana. Pro anna gets alot of bad press ( Read more... )

Have to move house for the 4th time in 10 weeks. ARGH. Hopefully the new place will have internet though.
I've missed coming on here sooo much. Will be back on regularly as soon as I can ladies :)
Stay strong,
-Clara

Sorry I've not been around much lately, moving house is a bitch. But I'm here, and settled and 5kg heavier :Z ( Read more... )

What is it about spliff that is soooo wonderful. I dont feel guilty or heavy, i dont feel unusual. I feel completely relaxed  and at peace with who i am and the world. On the other hand I also get dopey, sleepy and hungry lol. At least the move will help me quit as my supply will dry up in a town where im friends with no stoners ( Read more... )

I have just gotten all my details about cancellation fees right, Its going to cost me 800 FUCKING DOLLARS to disconnect my phone/internet and pay out my contract. The minimum monthly repayment is 90 dollars which is what I'm paying for my internet anyway. FUCK FUCK FUCK. So thats 800 + 290 to pay out my foxtel contract + 220 for plane and baggage ( Read more... )

I have just gotten all my details about cancellation fees right, Its going to cost me 800 FUCKING DOLLARS to disconnect my phone/internet and pay out my contract. The minimum monthly repayment is 90 dollars which is what I'm paying for my internet anyway. FUCK FUCK FUCK. So thats 800 + 290 to pay out my foxtel contract + 220 for plane and baggage ( Read more... )