I feel disgusting and flabby, I've been eating shit since I've been interstate to see my boyfriend. He is a big bloke, and doesnt eat all that well but the real killer is the alcohol. I'm drinking almost everynight and when I even fleetingly think about the sheer mass of calories I've consumed I feel like gagging. Why is food so very tied into ( Read more... )

I cant cope with abc any longer. I'm coming into my fasting days and 100 and under cal days and I just cant function. Running around after four kids, plus study, and I'm just about to see my boyfriend in canberra ( Read more... )

GRUMPY
I'm so F**king weak. I was perfect. My 200 calorie day gone. I had a tiny apple - 40, a can of corn - 45, and dahl - 100. Then I chew and spat choc self saucing pudding I made for the girls, I couldnt fucking stop myself. I know I swallowed a little. I also had 6 shapes and 3 rice crackers. i know it isnt a huge amount over but its what I  ( Read more... )

Day 6 abc, about this time I always get hit with major head spins, cramps and cravings. Currently severey craving vege curry pies and rum n raisin dark chocolate...This morning had to top up on salt pills (for head spins), buscapan (for tummy cramps) and multi mineral to stop my hair falling out. But....I'm lighter then I've ever been. And even ( Read more... )

Day 5 of abc, went over my calorie limit of 100, slightly ( Read more... )

Day 4 ABC, going strong ( Read more... )

Poll Ana/mia recipe website?

Day 3 abc ( Read more... )

Recipe! 40 cal giant ice slushie, 15 cal big bowl of thai broth. Go nuts.

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