Sobriety is a sickness

I am: a magnet for pain, dead, a liar, hollow, hurt, blind, naive, cold, lost, love, hate, confused, fragile, heartless, disgusting, incomplete, a TOY, thrown away, sin, helpless, crying, remorseful, crazy, a hypocrite, alone, transparent, closed off, nothing at all, I AM EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING I LOVE AND HATE IN LIFE ( Read more... )

It seems like everytime i do anything "wrong" i block it out... pretending nothimg ever happened. I kind of figure that maybe if noone reminded me of certain things I have done then i would forget them all together. I erase from my mind things i have done,or said and even people i have been with. Everytime i take a step forward i am pushed a mile ( Read more... )