- 2 small cinnamon buns (homemade by sister for family =s ( Read more... )

As of today I realize that I no longer care about trying to do this the healthy way. I want to be as thin as possible, as fast as possible and I want people to be worried. Especially my dad. I feel like a horrible person for even thinking that, but lately it seems like I can't do anything good enough for me, so maybe he'll at least like me because ( Read more... )

So I definitely like this "just eat as little as possible" thing better than counting or having rules (for now, anyway). What I've had today (besides diet soda/tea/coffee ( Read more... )

Does anyone else ever feel like the whole "3500 cals per pound" is a load of bull? It works in theory but NEVER in real life, so wtf? (sorry for language)

I think having to write down absolutely everything I eat is making me crazy and obsessive, and just depressese me because it looks like a ton even if it's very few calories (I just pick at things all the time). I'm also not losing weight, really, and I was when I didn't count and just ate as little as possible, and low cal foods. I'm going to work ( Read more... )

- 1/2 banana ( Read more... )

Today was the dreaded banana day of the sacred heart diet and it was basically a downward spiral because I wanted solid food, but not bananas, so I had spaghetti squash with tomato sauce and a salad (which I feel guilty for since it wasn't "allowed" but is also stupid because it's better than a freaking banana). And then I had a 40 cal fudgsicle ( Read more... )

Day 4 ( Read more... )

Not too hungry for the earlier half of the day because of my brutal cold, but I guess I'm not complaining. Being sick burns calories! (haha) I find it weird how I feel like I binged today and feel really full and kind of chunky but everything I ate was so healthy. If everything was rounded UP to the nearest 100 cals on my list, it still couldn't be ( Read more... )

My tummy feels a bit bloated from all the fruits and veggies, but other than that everything's fine. This day is very hard breakfast-wise. I'm really craving carbs but I guess that's why you get the potato today. It's basically stopping me from caving ( Read more... )