"She is mean to you cause you act big and hardcore." -joe tripi
"well i am... but i have feelings too." - tod hoeltke.

thought youd all get a kick outta that.

ive been home 3 days now, and the glow hasnt worn off. there was someting about this trip. not just any one part, all of them. everything was so...perfect. it felt like it was my first trip all over again ( Read more... )

so one week is down. im a little older, a little wiser, tods a little drunker, matts a little more comfertable being naked, joes a little more hateful, doug's a little more egotistical, mark henry's a little better of a guy, and we are all a little more racist. as if anything of these things were possible, it all happened. and theres still a whole ( Read more... )

i've been in quite a somber mood lately. old insecurities are haunting me, and im trying as hard as i can to ignore them. they are in the past and im trying to keep them there. maybe its cause life has been so uneventful lately that makes me feel worthless. nothing accomplished, nothing done, just nothing. i need spring break to come so much ( Read more... )

one year ago today a journal was born. it started out weak and unable to care for itself, but has since blossumed into the journal we all know and love today ( Read more... )

It's been one of those weeks. The kind you cant imagine possibly making it through, but managing nonetheless. life hasnt been terribly in my favor lately. but all the positive things in my life are holding me from crumbling to the floor. i want to see joe and tod. ive found comfort in them lately when everything else has become blase ( Read more... )

so i just got home from visiting colleges. it feels good to know that i have finally made up my mind. it is official that i am enrolled in springfield college for my freshman year. its a sigh of relief that know the process is finally over ( Read more... )

maybe its not the end of the world after all ( Read more... )

"while your credentials closely match those of the students who have been admitted for fall semester, we are not able to offer you admission to the University of Massachusettes Amherst due to class size limitations ( Read more... )

i got a package today. i think it was the first valentines day card that actually moved me. it picked me up after a week that had made me feel so insignificant. you are too much, you know that right? you also know that you are my real valentine this year ( Read more... )