The very thought that something so special to me would someday end sent shivers down my spine even two years in advance. The day that it actually arrived and ended, I left with a feeling that i never would have expected ( Read more... )

i decided not to block this entry. i would like everyone to read this, because what i say here gives me hope that my life is starting to all fall into place ( Read more... )

ive been honest in this journal. brutally honest to exactly how i feel. i guess i never thought there would come a day where i didnt want to write anymore ( Read more... )

ive done a whole lotta complaining lately. and by lately i mean all of high school. i never really realized how down i am all the time when im surrounded by such positivity. i do have a knack for the over sensitive, ill be the first to admit it ( Read more... )

Me and Joe are cool again. it was a little arguement, but i couldnt stay mad at him for too long, hes too damn lovable. the first time we saw each other in person after the whole lj fight, we both apologized. im not too good with confrontations, so im glad that Joe was cool about it too. so yeah, we brothas again in case anyone was wondering

i wish it was next week. this week makes me want to pull my hair out ( Read more... )

I dont often write about leaders meetings. They happen, in peaks and valleys, and tend to soon slip from the memory. something was special about this one ( Read more... )

i had my ap english exam today, and surprisingly i was the most calm ive ever been. perhaps its better to have mutiple exams so when you think of the bigger picture, individul ones dont seem so bad. yeah, but my knack for reading and writing got me through this one. there was an awesome story we had to analyze in the poetry section. it goes a ( Read more... )

two months left in high school.... scary, yet an ultimately exciting thought. i feel good about it though. i didnt think i would at this point last year. im all burnt out in most areas of life, and it looks as if the timing is just right for all of it to wrap up just the way id hoped for ( Read more... )

kenton leaders has wormed its way back into my heart. i was so frustrated with low turn out and rally misadventures, that i was ready to give up and just let the rest of the year slide. but this meeting there was a core group, adn we played ufo the whole time in the amazing weather. everyone was excited theres life yet in the kneton leaders club ( Read more... )