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Be ready because I don't know how much sense this will even make to me ( Read more... )

My hair sucks right now, I'm not going to lie.

That and I have one more class to go today.

Those two and there are really annoying girls talking loudly in my suite. They're ugly.

It's all very tragic really.

Perhaps people do cocaine to clear their mind of all the other rubbish surrounding them. And if that's the case--I'm tempted. I need a heightened sense of clarity and I can't find it. I really need to figure things out, I think. I don't know. I'm really questioning this whole education scheme. It feels like a lot of bullshit to me, a scam of ( Read more... )

People don't believe you if you say it gets cold in California. It does. It's an emptiness, a lack of warmth surrounding you, it's car headlights on a six lane freeway.

It's not the kind of cold you can see your breath in, it's the cold that you see nothing in.

Yeah. I'm going to read. Night.

I wanted to start this with the last few minutes of 18 left to go ( Read more... )

As soon as you left the sky started ripping itself apart. It knows you're the reason my head spins while I stand perfectly still ( Read more... )

It's raining really hard outside.

I'm exhausted.

Hm.

Yeah that's it.

Besides me missing you.

Which is funny to me because it's not so much how long it's been (12 hours to the dot) but how long it will be by Monday (the longest it's ever been).

This will be completely pointless tomorrow.

I'm still exhausted and it's raining harder.

I've had this strange feeling today. Well the past couple of days really. It's this feeling of...well it's hard to describe...perhaps a guilt ( Read more... )

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