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Im Back
Well i havent been around much since school started so if you feel anybody feels neglected dont worry i trying to find time to hang out more. things have been pretty good lately. School rocks Im out in about two month and will hopefully will be working for a video game company in quincy. I got fired from the gym for a stupid mistake and have been ( Read more... ) -
IM not dead yet
So it seems everytime i update this livejournal its when shit is really bothering me and until i write it down it builds up. So, if you dont really give a shit about the shit thats gone wrong recently i suggest you stop reading right about........... NOW. so about 3 weeks ago my car broke down. Now in order to fix it i have to pur about $800 , ( Read more... ) -
Cobain Didn't Quit He took The Easy Way Out
I dunno what it is bt life really isnt what it used to be. Ive been trying to resist writing a sappy bullshit depressed pathetic lj entry but it cant be helped I got no other means of venting. I cant exactly put my finger on one specific thing that spent my life spiraling down a dirty public restroom but it was recently i can tell ya that. I ( Read more... ) -
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well in my last entery i said i could barely hear out of my left ear. guess what boys and girls it gets a little worse. Turns out that i had an ear infection and i never went to the doctors. So as a result the ear infection ruptured my ear drum. I am on medication now and if it doesnt work i need to get surgery on my ear to get it working again. ( Read more... ) -
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well this week has been fun hangin out with rob rachel tom chris courtney and greg in the cape was kick ass. went to p-town went into about 1 million sex shops with greg and rob it was scary now i think i have an ear infection though and i cant hear out of my left ear. im lookin forward to a fun weekend with erick and mary like always. Ive realized ( Read more... ) -
Heres to naked whirlpools
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Ah Life
I have learned alot of things in my recent past. I have learned about loss, heartache, failure, uncertinty, and of course good old teen angst. Now through these normally shitty instances I find that I have become a better person. now i will be the first to admit that I have done my share of shitty moves with my life. I have hurt some people and ( Read more... ) -
Looks like im outta here
So i finally got the call from the art institute and I am now offocially accepted to college. I leave in september to go live in brookline. Im so glad to finally be out on my own and start fresh at a new school with new people and im not bringing any drama along with me. I get to stay close to my real friends and leave high school bullshit ( Read more... ) -
ahhh life
In my recent past i have had to come to terms with alot of things and change my life towards improvement. I have improved my relationships with all of my friends, improved my health with more excersize, and improved my grades with harder studying. life is good as of right now despite some minor bumps in the road. A few spurts of drama, getting ( Read more... ) -
What the fuck am I supposed to do
I have absolutely no clue what is happening in my fucking life. No matter how hard i try (and yes i have tried) I can fucking just be happy. With my personal and family life both falling to shit i am completely alone in this world. I only see my friends when im in school and just do pathetic aim chats when im not there. No hang outs, no dates, ( Read more... )