well i've just had a great week though i did miss a few people. but other then that i've had a good time. i met a really great girl i just wish she didn't live so far away. though i might actually get up the balls and move down there some how. i just need to find work lol why is that always what seems to be the thing that holds me back. well ( Read more... )

It’s funny the need it’s kind of like a gnawing little gremlin. Lol it’s the best analogy that I can think of. I wonder if this is a milder version of what junkies feel or smokers. Well I can say this I can see where that whole wait till marriage thing comes in. and not for the reasons all the good little catholic schooling makes it out for. ( Read more... )

Well it seems that I’ve been asked to restart my journal. Well it seems that it is actually a good time to start again. It’s been a very interesting time as of late. There have been quite a few things that jumped on my back quite recently. One was the fact that the girl that I loved/love I will always love her. Ended things with me for a few ( Read more... )

its another beautiful day again which is nice. things have been quiet lately which is also a plus. though that is to be expected with most people away and such. but another thing that makes this nice is just being able to look over and see my girl sleeping peacefully. the only thing that could make my life better right now is a better job but ( Read more... )

i was haning out with kenny for a bit tonight. and we where in borders waiting for they might be giants to show and start. but then ken had some sort of crises and desided to bail. i guess i could have stayed but it seemed kinda silly to be there by my self. so i left and went to the arcade. and beat the ever living shit out of a game the me ( Read more... )

well i figured that since i made a new pic i should put up an entry. well lets see whats new in my life? not a hell of a lot that i can think of i mean sept for vie and yolanda poping back into my life from out of no where things have been dull. but at least some times a little less boring. oh yeah i got ken to by grand theft auto hehe now i ( Read more... )

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the world is destroyed then reformed into the shapes that fit our pesonal worlds it is never the same world twice always it is in a state of flux. as much as we would like for there to be a constant world in which we live in that will never be. there will always be partys who wish that distruction befalls the world that you are trying to so ( Read more... )

For some reason it seems that I have ignored all of my friends. As far as I can tell yes I haven’t been around all the people that I care about. But lets see Dave hasn’t been around for lets see what reasons. 1. Work I just switched jobs and now am working full time. 2. I want heather so I’m trying to get her how well that is going to work I ( Read more... )