Worse and worse

[lestatfreak]

A long time ago, I used to post here so much. So many things happened, I felt suicidal, depressed, overwhelmed. If I knew what the future would hold, I'd havve been breathing easy. A marriage at 19. A divorce at 19. Being threatened by an entire family with knives and fists. Starving constantly. Drowining in debt. Being so alone, unable to

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[mini_twilight]

cocaine? you, stupid stupid boy.

[lestatfreak]

Yeah once, 8 months ago. Ironically it helped turn me around somewhat.

I'm so sorry

[kinkcesity]

that I didn't see this sooner. I'd have gone back if I'd have known this would happen. We all love you, miss you. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed it. I'll never forgive myself.