so ivw been occuppying myself by running and lifting weights and dieting this week. ive never felt so motivated to lose weight before, this isnt like some one week thing, i plan on doing this the entire time Bryan is away so he can come home to a sexy sassy bitch.... well maybe not the latter, but you get the picture ( Read more... )

Bryan's been gone since tuesday. It feels like he's been gone a year. Monday night I'll never forget. It's so hard for me to bottle emotions, and I feel terrible that eventually I let them out. I didn't want to cry in front of him, because I didn't believe that it was what he needed, but just as I had imagined, I covered his T-shirt with mascara. I ( Read more... )

last weekend was the first time i had ever been to cedar point. bryan and i drove up there and had one of the best times ever. saturday morning we went to the water park and the lake erie beach they have (which i didn't expect at all and i was blown away because it was so awesome). then sunday we rode all the big rides we could (waiting freakin ( Read more... )

key west for senior week was amazing.
my new job is pretty cool considering i sit all day getting paid 7.51 an hour.
the past four nights have been amazing considering my parents and hollie have been out of town and bryan and i have had the house to ourselves. ;0)

life is so good.
:0)

I am the luckiest girl in the world.
It's surprising how things turn out.

This is not why I'm the luckiest girl in the world, but I found the most gorgeous graduation dress in the world.
I want to wear it at all times. :0)

New room.
New vehicle.
New school.
New Job.
New career choice.
New everything.
It's a good breath of fresh air.

Tonight is club night.
I'm ready to let loose.

I don't know why I didn't go to prom.
I don't know why I'm drinking Jim Beam right now.
I don't know why I got a Jeep Cherokee today.
I don't know why life is so weird.
Could it be the alcohol.
I hope I can to a hotel room tonight.
I've been looking forward to this for a long time.
Please don't let it slip through my hands.

It's incredibly disgusting how inconsiderate and disrespectful most of my highschool peers have turned out to be. I realize that it is just highschool; however, the fact of the matter is, we are seventeen and eighteen (maybe nineteen) year olds preparing to step into college. Just a few years down the road adulthood will come along and leave some ( Read more... )

It's nice to see everyone grow up a little more within two days. :0)
Everything seems perfect right now.
All is repaired.

College English is my favorite class. I love grammar, and I especially love writing the research papers. It's so interesting to choose a random topic and then write write write about it. Inevitiably, writing papers for English and Civics has caused me to embrace certain aspects of my life in a very political manner.

Originally, I had labeled myself ( Read more... )