he showed up at my front door with a rose. :0) <333

 since september ive pretty much locked myself in the house and acquired some type of cabin feaver, i think. im going nuts. i seriously think im going nuts. i spent 4 hours sunday night cleaning my room. FOUR HOURS! im insane. i really am insane ( Read more... )

 im in love with an airman. and there are 51 days until i get to show him how much i love him, not that i havent already, but six monthsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss of not being able to do that.. thats long.. i love him i love him i love him! bryan, i love you. :0)

i feel good.

i miss bryan soooo badly. i get to talk to him everyday, but its not the same as having him HERE beside me. im like depressed. our cruise to mexico in november will probably recover me a little bit. i know im gonna get drunk everynight at the cozumel bars! ha

i want bryan to come home.

i want to quit working at the bank.

i want to quit school.

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 I just got home from seeing Bryan in Texas. I am so proud of him, he is the most amazing person on the face of this earth and he's been through a tremendous amount of discipline for the past six weeks. I tell you what, I have the utmost respect for that boy, not that I didn't before, but especially right now. The Military is something else. So ( Read more... )

 Bryan got to call me today. Four more days!!!! I'm soooo excited and I'm so proud of him. Thursday I'm flying out to San Antonio then I'll get to spend Friday and Saturday and possibly half of Sunday with him hehehe <3333

i mean i lost fifteen pounds in one month... hahaha my bad.... still high fives.

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ive never been so lonely.

ok im really drunk and im really depressed. but i am so in love with a boy named bryan trivison. he is the one and only never any others. i love this boy so much its killing me that he is in texas until september. i love love love love him i freakin love him. he callled me tonight and all the hurt that i felt the last few hours that i saw him all ( Read more... )