"And  the  things   bottled   inside   have   
finally begun to create so much pressure   
that I'll soon blow up. [&]  I was positive
that    unless    I   got   myself    together, 
I    would     watch     me      fall     apart."

Am i more than you bargained for yet .?

Yup so that whole i can play soccer in a month ( Read more... )

It's the same old song,
but with a different meaning since
you've been gone . . .

things have been so ugh lately! i like the weather though it makes me happy, wow am i a loser or what? went to get blood taken today for the millionth time . . . no fun! but i also got DQ which is my favorite ice cream place in the WOOORLD!! good news i should be back ( Read more... )

    went to ccd tonight. woo hoo fun. haha had to call nick to ask him about the pope i felt like the biggest loser.. i didnt know cardinals were priests and im friggen catholic! wow i was really dumb tonight, well kyle walked into the wrong car so i cant be that dumb! hmm lets see what else .. hm nothing really got my cell taken away by my spanish ( Read more... )

bored out of my mind!!! got honors again for 2nd trimester it was a surprise cuz i dont do so good in math and my science teacher hates me and would probably suspend me if she could for something stupid like coughing :) haha well so on! artem and erin are going out everyone!! wooo ahh did u see that coming? bet ya didnt!!! lol my love life ( Read more... )

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me. iloveyou

well today was a fun day. got dismissed early to see how my leg is. apparently i have been agravating the tear in my muscle over and over again. hopefully i'll be back in a.. month :) .. lmao talked to allie bout' ( Read more... )

"Losing my mind
From this hollow in my heart
Suddenly I'm so incomplete
Lord I'm needing you now
Tell me how to stop the rain
Tears are falling down endlessly."

If we believe that true love never has to end
   then we must know that we will love again.*

Fun day today im getting married! haha yes! people can also suck major boosum but thats okay! what ( Read more... )

When all is said and done i guess i'll have  
to fake a smile and act like i'm okay.

Help me keep my soul alive because
i feel as if i'm slowly burning up inside
That damn girl in the mirror who begins a war
with me wins that battle between beauty and
hate. As usual hate wins as i fall to the ground.
Is it so hard to ask, will somebody save my soul?

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