i just wanna know where i went wrong. what i did to deserve all the shit that i've gone through...everything just seems so impossible all the time, whatever i don't even wanna think about it anymore.

and fuck this journal..bc no one ever comments and it frsterates me, so i'm through with it, later.

this year is already awesome. awesome night, not much to say. went to tina's and such, got some random pictures and yeah, that's all. fun times i <3 all of you who were there tonight, we had some fun times, and more to come <333

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first week of school this week...interesting.  it's going to be a really hard year, but totaly awesome.  i can finally drive to school and we can leave on off periods which rocks because i have two, so we can go get food or do whatever, it barely feels like school.

tonight was fun.  after school we went to tina's then tina me kier and anne went to ( Read more... )

shit happens..i guess we just have to deal with it.  i'm sitting here on my last night of summer with about a million different emotions running through my head.  this summer has been so emotional, not that that's a bad thing.  i've felt some emotions this summer that i never knew i could...and i had the most amazing times with the people i truly ( Read more... )

why does every awesome night have to be followed by a huge hangover? ouch. and im so damn sore...why do i get sore after crazy drunk nights? i wouldn't be surprised if i was doing cartwheels and shit. haha. last night was a great example of how good senior year is going to be. it sucks i can hardly recap considering i (and everyone else there) ( Read more... )

summer 2004 was different than every summer before because of basically one thing: the massive consumption of alcohol. i think that was what made this summer absolutely amazing haha. i want to recap some of the many summertime moments because right now i'm just in the mood to.

summer<3 ( Read more... )

summer is coming to a close quicker than i'm able to grasp onto it. it's been more than amazing, and i dont think i would change any minute of it. last night i got to catch up with katherine and we went to malibu to a friend of a friends cabana, it was actually a lottt of fun. we all sat on the beach too haha, it was really cool though, at night ( Read more... )

i absolutely fucking hate feeling this way.

awesome sawesome night...i learned how to chug...on my own, i am so proud of myuself, lemme tell you. if you want to see fucked up pix, look at tina's lj haha. bogarts is amazing, great tiems i loveee u guys

well, it's about time for me to deliver, so here goes.  i'm going to update, with pictures and all, aren't you thrilled?  right now i'll update on summer pictures, and later on this week i'll make some other picture updates, my scanner is really weird, so there might be like spots on the pictures, sorry, haha, well enjoy <3

( i'm livin la vida without the locaaaa <333 )