so..what have i been up to? i've been a hardcore badass for the past few weeks. haha...on saturday my fellow rebel friends, katherine & merry, accompanied me to the ciy to get my bellybutton pierced. what a rebel. haha, jk, anyway, it didn't hurt too much, but im not sure if its crooked, haha or looks good, oh well. it was fun anyway, but now it ( Read more... )

dinner was awesome -- happy birthday girls!! soo much fun =D!

tonight made me realize how much i love and miss gina very much. let's bring it back, it's just not the same without it...=/

yesterday was a lot of fun. marissa & i went out shopping everywhere during the day which was cool, although i didn't get much ( Read more... )

Alrite, so, three bomb scares in school in the past week or so. At first, its like wow, cool we get out of class, but today it was just plain annoying. And now we've lost our senior priveleges bc of the dumb fucks who are doing this, awesome ( Read more... )

( i never made a scene, well, they came to me )

i really wanna know where i'm going to go to college so i can just skip sending out a million applications and just apply to one school. ahhh damn college, it's driving me crazy. a part of me wants to go so badly and a part of me is begging not to go. i just don't want to leave my friends and family =( enough of this emotional stuff haha, i have ( Read more... )

for the first time in a really long time, i can honestly say that i'm not stressed at all.

let the celebration begin =D

i hate when you feel as if nothing can go right and things will never get better. im sitting here 3 days before my last SAT ever, and i have yet to do work for it at all because i am running an insanely high temperature and have spent the entire day sleeping because i am in so much pain. i am going tomorrow to see an ENT to determine whether or ( Read more... )

so last night was completely eventful to say the least.  i went with merry and melissa over to matt's house and we were just planning to hang out with like 20 other guys, max.  well, what we expected was not exactly what happened.  instead, matt had a raging party with the whole town showing up, and in total about 9 girls.  so the guy girl ratio ( Read more... )

so i said i'd never write in this again, okay well i lied. of course when people get really emo they wanna write, so here i am, as emo as i've ever been. stuff that never used to bother me is starting to get to me. i really want to fall in love and have someone who really cares about me for once. i want to be like really happy, i don't think ( Read more... )