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"I’m a selfish person. I do nothing, but I expect everything from you. I want you to stay by my side but in reality I treat you terribly whenever you are. I blame you for not being there, yet, I never acknowledge you when you are there. And then I go about thinking it’s all your fault when really, I’m the only one to blame for being the selfish, ( Read more... ) -
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It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend... -
November 25 2006 I said:
I feel like I've given everything I have to past boyfriends
that when someone worth while comes along I won't have anything to offer.
I still feel this way. -
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RIP OFF THAT MASK ON YOUR FACE
DEEP DOWN I KNOW YOU'RE UGLY
NOBODY'S SECRETS ARE SAFE
YOUR BEAUTY'S SO DISGUSTING
YOUR POISON KILLS ME EACH DAY
I KNOW YOU NEVER LOVED ME
RIP OFF THAT MASK ON YOUR FACE
YOUR BEAUTY'S SO DISGUSTING -
describes everything right now
At times I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.
sometimes I unravel and remember that Im not ok and I have a MENTAL BREAKDOWN -
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It's just so hard to wait around for something that you're not even sure is actually going to happen, but you can't seem to give up when you know its everything you've ever wanted. -
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“ Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People ( Read more... ) -
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It is sad when people you know, become people you knew ( Read more... )