If I lose him i will never be close to someone again ( Read more... )

I get so jealous
that it makes me sick

I'm always second choice/substitute/rebound.
ALWAYS.

It'd be nice to be someone's first choice
and to be worth someone's wait, to be worth fighting for.
The only person who truely knew me and was in love with me is the person who hurt me the most & the only one I almost hate.

despite all my complaining ( Read more... )

Ive always thought these were really sweet lyrics and I love Ben Folds ( Read more... )

I just want to be out with everyone right now
but its not going to happen
and all I was is Jesse's number
Thats the ONLY one that can make me smile right now
but he just got his number changed so i dont remember what it is
andmy phone was stolen
thats why i dont have it

i have so much anger in my heart right now.

I never write in this because I have another blog now actually.
Umm
ill update this one sometime

Looks like I only make entries on this thing when Im extremely emo.
Hopefully no one reads this anymore.
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NEWHAIR!
and IM FAT NOW!

I can't believe I wasted time on that last entry.

happiness is temporary.
so is anger
and sadness.

The day they play at the rock n java....
wow...
My life will be complete:]