so.. last night... hmm, nick AND jeff asked me to prom- jeff asked me more or less, i think, because nick asked me. and that made jeff jealous.      ...this kid says he doesnt want a relationship and is cool w/me not wanting one.. and just having fun... but i know he's in love with me, and... ive come to the realization that we have to stop the ( Read more... )

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trob0057: hey whats up ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! yeah... thats all i have to say right now...

alright- woo, that was a big misunderstanding.
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so, jennifer says that keith thinks i hung up on him yesterday... and he called her when i "hung up" on him. i didnt realize i hung up. i guess ill have to call and straighten that up. i dont hang up on people, lol. no matter how pissed i am at them.... unless that someone is andrew. thats bc hes dumb. -totally diff subject ( Read more... )

Keith called. I almost didnt pick up ( Read more... )

i am so sad this morning. ive kind of been keeping myself occupied, trying not to think about Keith... but I called last night, because regardless of if we get back together or not- its not fair to end things the way that we have. we do need to talk. and once again, he ignored my call. that hurts so bad. and this whole thing SUCKS. and theres ( Read more... )

i feel like im dead inside.

ive had happy moments, and moments of hope. but not ones in the direction mine and keith's relationship.

i hate that hes being such a jerk, and it makes me extremely angry. im torn down the middle.

half says fuck you, you stupid prick, if you're going to continue to ignore my calls and not call me back... i dont need ( Read more... )

i guess i havent updated in here in a while... since i broke up with keith. id be so much easier to read my xanga, but whatever!! no one reads this thing anyhoo ( Read more... )