Okay...so I have to shit ( Read more... )

I couldn't be gloomier.
I just want to stop feeling so down.
I think I'll smoke some weed.

I hav had a bad couple of days (actually more). I am so exausted. Like honestly...I think I need to reassess my whole existance now. I'm way insecure at the moment, and I'm getting to the point where all i want to do is sleep because its the easiest way to kill time without feeling any pain. I dont know what to think anymore, I dont know who ( Read more... )

Today I feel like a little piece of me died ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting on the couch.  Exiting, isnt it ( Read more... )

I am very upset now.  I am on my period and Im less sick than before.  So Im a bit more clearheaded but not really.  Sometimes I really really wish i had never done what I agreed to do that one day or that it wouldnt have turned out like this.  When you are that hurt by something, why go back to it? Because im retarded, thats why.  Now i cant ( Read more... )

Still ( Read more... )

Im so sick ( Read more... )

Lets see...I'm not trying to push anyone's buttons here...

except aaron's.

Lets pretend this dot after this sentence is aaron's button..

.

I thought it was going to be way bigger than that...But pretending that IS aaron's button...I would be pushing it...all day...

PUSHPUSHPUSHPUSHPUSHPUSHPUSH

Thats what I would be doing.    That would be my ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows...I hate aaron. I really do.  And I really wish he shoved everything hes ever said to me up his ass.