today's been kinda tough. i nearly started crying in church today while i was taking communion and praying. its been almost a week now. a very hard week. im doing everything i can to keep my mind of things. i had abby over last night to work on a project. we watched jim carey movies. ill be getting my internet back in a few days but my dad's gonna ( Read more... )

interesting day today. biology was awesome. we went to like, four different classes and rapped "ice ice baby". it was fun. lol. i did the seawalk like a pro. hehe. third period was fun. i got my teacher to demonstrate the "trunk roll." i saw it in the text book and its a stretch for your back. but it was really weird. like, you push your chest and ( Read more... )

So I was doing something on the stove today... I think I was boiling water. Anywho, my dad had just gotten done cooking Ramen. We have an electric stove, just so ya know. But anyways, I had forgotten that he had the burner on earlier, so I touched the burner w/ my fingers and burnt the tips of my fingers. It hurt like a bitch. I guess thats ( Read more... )

Thank god we have this break coming up. I had a shitty ass day yesterday. It was terrible. I took three tests w/ a major caffeine withdrawl headache. I had serious trouble printing stuff off that i needed printed that day. I felt physically and mentally drained after school and I wanted to go home on the bus so I tried calling my dad but no, his ( Read more... )

Well I had an awesome weekend. Saturday was awesome. So was Sunday. My mom invited Duke over after church. We watched a few movies. It was cool. Then, to surprise him even more, my mom gave him a hug before he left. Lol. That was cool. So I practically got to spend the entire weekend with him. I loved every minute of it. I miss him so much already ( Read more... )

Oh man today was incredible. I spent practically the whole day with Duke. It was amazing. You could tell we hadn't seen each other for tooooo long. Hehe. But man, oh it was awesome. Duke is awesome. He's so fucking amazing. No other guy has ever made me feel anywhere near he does. No other guy has been able to turn me on like he does. I didn't want ( Read more... )

Well I'm sitting here in biology, bored. I'm supposed to be researching for something but I really don't want to. Lol. Anyways, I talked to Bridget. Her mom still doesn't know for sure whether she'll be able to take us or not. It's a most likely though. Her son has a football game at 9 in the morning and she'll probably get back around 12, so she ( Read more... )

Well, I'm bored. School's been going ok. Swimming is going good too. I love it. It's a lot of fun. I'm not the best at it, but I'm pretty damned good for someone who's never been on a team or never swam like this before. I'm almost real close to taking a break from karate. I don't know, it's just so stressful right now. I'll see how it goes, but I' ( Read more... )

Yep, I stayed home today. It's not bronchaitis, thank God. It's just a cold or something. Doc gave me some cough meds. Thankfully I'll be able to swim tomorrow and sing on Sunday. I practiced my solo earlier about 10 times over. I'll probably do it another 10 times later this evening. I want to make sure it is PERFECT. I had nightmares last night ( Read more... )

Blah, I feel like shit. Allergies I think. Not fun. I'm really tired too. I might stay home from school tomorrow depending on how bad I feel. I half want to feel bad enuff to stay home, and I half don't want to even feel bad at all. We'll see. Anyways, yeah, later.