My anxiety has been brutal lately, kind of makes me worried about when schools starts.  I haven't been this bad for almost a year, probably longer actually.  I guess being complacent was what helped me stay calm for so long, I can only hope that I can reach that state again soon.  In the last week alone I've had at least 4 separate episodes ( Read more... )

Ugh...

Nothing quite like cleaning the bedroom of your new apartment to uncover some homemade smut.  It's only one picture, but it's enough to scar me.

I'm getting used to the heat, a little, either that or it's letting up. I'm glad to know that this is only the result of a heatwave and that the summer isn't ALWAYS this muggy and horrid.  It's apparently still both of those according to the locals, just not this bad ( Read more... )

I can only describe the weather in Windsor as murder.  I'm used to the cool breeze that Thunder Bay offers, which is funny because I often complained about that cool breeze without knowing that it was what made walking outside possible ( Read more... )

My parents just left now, it was a tearful hard goodbye, I'm still crying actually ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow morning for Windsor. It'll be a two day roadtrip just to get down there, somehow I can't believe it's already here.  I have only 7 hours left to enjoy the cats before I'm gone.  It's interesting but I think I'll miss them most of all, they are a source of love and companionship that simply cannot be replaced. I'll miss them so much ( Read more... )

Eric and I move in together next month. We already have an apartment together and it's just waiting to be move in. I leave at the end of the month and he comes a few weeks later ( Read more... )

I think one of the most annoying things about Birthdays nowadays is the massive influx of "happy birthday!" emails one gets from the various sites they've signed up on ( Read more... )

I've noticed over the last few months, perhaps a year or more, of just how much our world is slowly turning into some few cyberpunk stereotypes and oddities.  While not completely there, we still lack much (but not all, it's subtle) of the dystopian landscape available or noted in many if not all cyberpunk literature and media. But it's there, it's ( Read more... )

Well, I'm below the 120 mark now, I am currently at 117 and feeling great. While my tape measurement show little change I can sure as hell both see and feel it. Oh it feels wonderful to have dropped that weight. Since the beginning I've now dropped just under 20 pounds, I already feel like I've really accomplished something, and I'm not even at my ( Read more... )