363 calories today. I had 1/2C pineapple, 100 calorie popcorn bag, 1C black bean soup & 7.5 TLC crackers. yay. I've already lost 1 lb today, let's make it 2

I haven't eaten today yet. I feel so good. Btw, Grey's Anatomy is on tonight. I'm so fucking pumped.

Uh, today sucked. Who knew a fucking latte has so many calories! And unfortunately I couldn't ask the people to put in non-fat milk, because I'm hoping to get a job there and I don't want to sound like a freak. Anyways, it was going okay, until for some reason I decided to eat around 3:30-4ish. I wasn't even hungry. I mean in the morning I was so ( Read more... )

Today was actually a good day. I'm plesantly hungry. I almost broke and binged, but I held off. Thank god. I weighed 149 this morning. Hopefully I'll lose at least a pound by tomorrow. Today I had 722 calories. I'm going to make it less tomorrow.

I really need to start getting better. I keep eating wayy too much. My plan for tomorrow:

Breakfast
none
Lunch
none
Snack
1 C pineapple
2 rice cakes
Dinner
none if possible, if not then 1 Lean Cuisine

Total - 143 or 383 with dinner ( Read more... )

I hate my mom right now. She keeps telling me I'm fat and I need to lose weight. I'll show her how much weight I can lose. What a bitch. I'm going to fast all day tomorrow. Only tea, coffee & water. I'll be able to do it to because I'm going to a soccer game tomorrow night and I can just say I'm gling to eat then. Hopefully I can keep it up through ( Read more... )

The Nicole Richie Challenge is starting today. I'm extremely excited. I'm kinda pissed though because I dragged myself out of bed at 4:45 this morning only to find that the sun doesn't rise until 6:20, meaning I can't go running like I planned. I'm so determined to do well. I miss counting calories and I miss being light and losing weight. I have a ( Read more... )

I hate this I fucking hate this. I got back from South Africa a few weeks ago, and while it was amazing, I also gained a ton of weight. I guess that's what happens to you when a big african family constantly forces food down your throat. I weigh more than I've ever weighed before. I can't believe that last December I weighed 25 pounds less. School ( Read more... )

I haven't been here in so long. I thought I was doing okay, thought I recovered...I guess not. Yesterday my "friends" decided to ditch me before prom, which is next weekend. I was upset the whole day and guess what...didn't eat much and I felt a shit load better. I started to realize how far I've come from my low weight of 125 in December and ( Read more... )

I'm fatter than ever. I don't even know how I let myself get this big. Here's the plan for tomorrow ( Read more... )