so i just got my xanga and myspace working, and ive got to say im excited. xanga offers you alot more options that livejournal. dont worry tho to the few ppl who do read this, ill still update. and if i dont, i guess youll just have to see my xanga and myspace.

i hate it when you say that i dont care and yet im not included in the girls night. ( Read more... )

have i said that i hate myself lately-

well, this weekend was fun! i went to st louis with sal and her mom for her cousin's wedding wich was in an art gallery wich totally rocked my socks, and we stayed in the nicest hotel ive ever seen, and we saw the Arch today, wich was cool. unfortunately, we drove, so i either had to sleep or keep my eyes ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if im really seriously depressed. there are times when im happy and life is pretty good, and then there are times when it seems like everything is wrong and im at the verge of crying. and then sometimes, i get really close to breaking down hardcore. i was soo close last night, im surprised i didnt. i still felt like that this ( Read more... )

i dont know why all of that happened, but it did. and i find myself contemplating if its a good thing or a bad thing. it sort of made me realize some things, and now i dont have to think about something anymore.

i feel really upset right now. i feel like i know everythings gonna come crashing down just because of that. well im going to try not to ( Read more... )

JANUARY:
 Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hard-working and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. ( Read more... )

theres nothing like smiling because you want to smile because you know youre happy and you want everyone else to know it.

i dont even know you-

and i miss you always.

all her friends say-

"she's so pretty..

"but she'd be a whole lot prettier

if she smiled once in a while.'

i love all of my friends.

life has been pretty good these past two weeks. getting some sweet paychecks, friends are good, raising all of my grades, diabetes is good, actually alot better now,and having a crush is fun :)

i hope that things work out okay.

thats pretty much it..:)

17 dayss :) :) :)

im in a really good mood right now. things have been alright lately..well, actually, this was the week from hell, but from friday and on its been pretty good. my mom says that im in good moods cuz im getting diabetes under control again. and shes probably right..i dont feel soo bitchy, which is a good thing for me!

i know you dont read this, but ( Read more... )

i really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut when it should stay shut. i dont know why i think i have a right to say anything, but for some reason i do, and i pray that i dont start something new, cuz i really think i mite flip. im already really confused and depressed..this would just make me hate myself more.

i still cant believe i did that.. ( Read more... )

im feeling rather odd. i feeel like..excited and hopeful, but i dont know why. i dont know, but i do know that im in a really good mood for listening to loud music.

They have been the ones who’ve seen enough,
This is what you call love,

They stole my lies,
Sold right and all,
They wandered around and round my mouth,
They stole my lie,
Sold right and ( Read more... )