i want romance more than anything else. i feel like im missing out on a big part in life. and life is good for the most part-it has its ups and its downs, but im really dramatic so all you hear about is the downs. but there is good. i just want more good.

this kills me. i hate it more than anything. but i wont say one word.

whats goin on in ( Read more... )

i love seeing my friends happy. i hope you all stay in your sweet romance-dont take it for granted.

i dont know why i care so much, but i do. i care that were not friends. i care that we dont talk. i care that you hate me. i care too much, maybe, but i do care.

i wish i knew how you felt. that would make things so much easier. i know that i ( Read more... )

i got my sadie pictures! there are some really good ones that i like! they make me happy :) im bringing them to school tomorrow for ppl to see.

it seems like all of the friends i hang out with the most are findind happiness. im happy for them, cuz they all look adorable together, and im not soo jealous of anyone like i usually am. im glad of that ( Read more... )

sadie was fun! cant wait until i get my camera developed :)

i got hired at hyvee!! sunday started off soo good! we went hiking at starved rock cuz it was sooooo nice out, and then we went out to eat and it kinda started gettin bad around there. rude things were said, i wont get into that tho cuz its not my business. but yeah then it went downhill ( Read more... )

ill be just fine ( Read more... )

i hate how people always have to exagerate when they tell someone something someone else said. if youre upset over something, calm down before you talk about it. you have no idea how much easier things are when you calmly discuss things.

ive lately been thinking alot about a certain friend that i miss..we havent been friends since around ( Read more... )

i know pretty much just updated, but i saw this is courtneys journal and i want to answer it.
- first name: abby

- age: 16
- birthday:11/26/88
- sign: sagitarius
- height: 5'7ish?
- shoe size: 9
- eye color: darkish brown

- hair color: dark brown

- best friends: lots of friends..best would have to be tanya..but there are alot of close ones. (i heart ( Read more... )

i have to say that friday was by far the day i laughed the hardest in my life. first amber left her lights on so her battery died and all of the guys pushing her around in the parking lot was just about the funniest thing ive ever seen..and then at tanyas gmas..wooooow lets just say i dont think ive ever laughed so hard at tanya in my life. i love ( Read more... )

im really not liking you right now. ill admit, i had a 'thing' for you, but youve chased that away as quickly as it came upon me. for a while, you seriously were the only one who i could talk to every time i was upset, ive told you things my closest friend doesnt even know. im not saying i regret telling you, but i am saying that im not too sure if ( Read more... )

i only wish that you could see how i feel..i wish i could tell you.

well, i was right. i think now,more than ever, that were drifting. i dont know if you think we are, but i do. its always you and them tho..i feel like you dont wanna spend time with me anymore. im not jealous or mad or anything, just hurt.

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