so i'll wait, i'll wait for the ambulance to come, ambulance to come pick us up off the floor.

that's what i need right now. to be rescued. from all of this. the way certain people are feeling right now is how i have been feeling for the entire first semester. it's not fair that i have been feeling that way and got nothing. and now someone else ( Read more... )

so this break has been spectacular. yes. just relaxing and eating and reading and watching t.v. and not to mention thanksgiving with the world's loudest, most amazing family ( Read more... )

so despite the fact that my headache won't go away due to lack of sleep i had an amazing time in chicago. the train rides were so fun, probably my new favorite form of transportation. shelby says..."i DO NOT like mass transit." and i laughed a lot at her. and at everyone else. i got to know the coolest kids at north: the publications nerds. and i ( Read more... )

friday night was the last swim meet ever. of my life. i couldn't be happier. after, erik came over and we watched hitch and fell asleep. probably one of the greatest things ever ( Read more... )

woahh it's been soo long since i've been here. but i was looking at gen's lj for funny reasons and then realized im not doing anything interesting at the moment so why not spice up my life with a little lj action ( Read more... )

aside from the amazing day at cedar point with three of my favorite girls, i'm stressing out. there's so much left for me to do this summer and it's almost over. i honestly thought today was thursday...and its not its wednesday. the reason that upsets me is not important, but it makes me feel dumb ( Read more... )

my family just left. i love them. there isn't anything else i can say to justify it ( Read more... )

alright so let me do a quick update ( Read more... )

hm....what to do what to do.

this is the time when i need gen- who's gone.

and chelsea- who's also gone.

sweet.

im stuck in a rut.

who says that?

why do people just walk into our lives?

and change everything?

and why do people just drop out?

and change everything?

it's frustrating, but i'll live.

which is why im lucky.

i'll love this song. only because erik sings it to me so well. oh yea and we sang it a lot during softball season. thats cool.

i missed erik but he's back now so thats also good. but i miss gen. a lot. like its unexplainable. get back here please.

thats all i really want to say because as i was pointed out at the beginning of the summer- at this ( Read more... )