I hate that I don't know how to show my emotions.
I'm happy most of the time. I am thankful for that.
But when I do get upset I don't know how to show it, and just pretend that I am okay.
When really I just want to scream my lungs out and cry.
But even when I know I should just say "I AM UPSET WITH THIS" I'll just put on a smile and pretend like ( Read more... )

Fair warning. Don't tell me things about my relationships, like that my boyfriend will never be serious about me. I will get upset and cry. 
Because that isn't something I want to hear.
But either way, do not say stuff like that to me, because one of these days shit like that is going to cause a fight between me and Delon. And I DONT WANT THAT.

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Some day, I am going to do something with myself.
and sometime soon, I'm going to get everything right.
But right now I can say that  I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER.
I never was serious, about one thing in my life,
and my mind changes its opinons way too much...
but for once I am pretty sure I am doing something right.
Finally,  I got my act together.

mhhh. ( Read more... )

FUCK...
trust.
bad.bad.bad.moods.
fights.
sundays.
having to sit at home in a misserable mood.

fuck just unbelievably bad days in general. 
yup.

cunt.bitch.dick.jerk.hoe.ass.slut.

"Cause all you see is where else you could be when you're at home
Out on the street are so many possibilities to ( Read more... )

:.HuGe.:.QuIz.:.
001. What is your name? Tatiana
002. Spell your name backwards:  anaitat
003. Date of birth: May 22, 1990
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Gemini
006. Nicknames: Tati, Tot. mhhh thats about it.
007. Occupation? jobless
008. Height: 5'3"
009. Weight: 125? maybe.
010. Hair color: boring brown.
011. Eye color: extremely dark ( Read more... )

Current mood-- extremely happy. :) but really lazy.

Current things that make me happy--> 
*The fact that I stayed in Indy for three days with Kaylee visiting Liz.
*Dinasaur Kisses with Delon<3
*amazing pictures from indy.
*Lazy Days.
*no no drama.
* "You're beautiful" by James Blunt.
*Joking around about HCF with kaylee and liz.

Things couldn't be better ( Read more... )

Everything is great. 
I think everyone knows the boy who has my heart is delon<3
Me and Kaylee are going down to Indy this weekend to visit Elizabeth Anne Reichanadter<3
Four day weekend. whoop.
I have absolutely no drama for once.
Its the best thing ever.
I think I am going to take my camera (not my digital one) down to indy and get some awesome ( Read more... )

Friday night=fun.
Kaylee can make anyone laugh with the stupid things she says sometimes.

Saturday=lazy, movie day, hung out with hanna and delon. Watched the boys run around my house because they are crazy. hah

Sunday=lazy, 10 things I hate about you. relaxing, too much snow :(

mhmmmmm. I'm crushing on someone to the max. (if you don't know who it ( Read more... )

I'm redoing my room and myself.

Lately I've been hanging with kaylee an extreme amount. I love it. I am sad we stopped hanging out for that long period of time, but it is awesome that we are so close again.

I guess I'm mainly going to hang out with Kaylee and Sarah now. Because they have always been their for me and they prove that they are always ( Read more... )

I'm excited for this weekend.
The week has been boring, and annoying.
I realized I have no idea what I want to be when I get older anymore.
It actually scares me alot.
I mean, I had so many plans then realized I wont be able to do half them.
Kaylee and me are actually going through the same problem.
I'm pretty confused about alot of things, mostly boys.
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