I'm contagious for the next 24 hours ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to explain my current mood or situation.
I thought I messed up a while ago, but everything is just getting worse.
I don't know how to show that I'm upset, which makes things worse.
I wish I could talk to someone about this, but noone can give me good advice.
I'll forgive him, but I have trust issues, things just wont be the same ( Read more... )

At the leftover crack show the last bands singer said somethings that made me think.

1. he said he hated the tyypical rich guy who goes to work and wears a suit and tie.
2. he said that all punks should feel unique because they're so original.

well,.. here is how I think about all that.

1. Typical guys who wear ties to work aren't always rich, infact ( Read more... )

My last journal was stupid, because my thoughts weren't very organized.
So I deleted it.

Yesterday was good friday,
I got my permit,
I was in a bad mood for most of it, (appologies to anyone I talked to when I was crabby)
Church was two hours long, my mom burned herself with a candle, I laughed because she didn't realize it.
(my mom doesn't have feelings ( Read more... )

Fact one about me:: I worry about everything
Fact two about me:: I over think almost everything, I will never be confident in my decisions.
Fact three about me:: I don't believe in the phrase blood is thicker then water. My friends are my everything. Yes I do cherish my family, but as a teenager I can only talk about so many problems with my family ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so much fun.
I hung out with Robbie.
We went to dq then the mall.
I found this AWESOME dress that I want as my prom dress. It's so.... me.
I came home, worked out. Because I need to loose some weight for summer.
Then I got a call from steph, and she wanted me to help her decide on what dress she wanted, she had two on hold.
We went there, ( Read more... )

I am a teenager,
I have done a lot of stupid things.

I pretend to be smarter than I really am.
I pretend to be stronger than I really am.
I pretend to be more mature than I really am.

Love is for movies.
Love is for when I'm older.

I am young, I am still fifteen.
I don't have my life in order because I'm still living it.

I change a lot, personality wise.
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Theres no blame for how our love did slowly fade.
Now that its gone it's like it wasn't there at all.

Nothing has been working out the way I want it too lately.
the only thing I like right now is my hair.
I put extensions in it, so it's really long and pretty. :)
I thought it was time for a make over....

My parents hate me at the moment. 
They think I am ( Read more... )

Okay ( Read more... )

I hate not knowing how to fix something ( Read more... )